2011年1月27日星期四

love

my stories started this week
have a break on 24 . 01 . 2011
finished class at 2pm
nothing to do so just sms
just say go back room to sleep and do nothing
then someone else brought me out
after a long discussions
headed to midvalley =)

hohoho
the 38 one hor
keep talking inside the ktm
and so all the ways
and i also talked a lots
he keep talking to me
then sure i also keep talking
and still talking about nonsens
haiz
keep telling me about my old stories
don't know why will tell him those stories last time
maybe never think that he will be mine

first thing we reach 
buy ticket!!!
GULLIVER'S TRAVELS
very funny lor
haha
before the movie starts
got a short cartoon for us to watch
laugh die me
then he just keep looking at me
said me look like a kid
p/s : i'm just laughing...and everyone also laugh!!!it's really funny mah...LOL

the movie nice to watch eh
haha
for me la
i'm the one who can laugh easily
so
hahaha
you all determine it yourself la
if you ask me
sure i will tell you it's nice

*bought a birthday present for my SHAUN
love you o boy
happy birthday!!!
~muacks~

i'm hungry
then we go eat McD
nudgets set
hehe
not nice eh
everything also cold cold de
hmmm
then the one hor
keep kacau at there
playing with his fingers
BUT
i made a mistake!!!
huh~~
never think that i will do this kind of thing
first time first time!!!
both of us also shock that time
i won't tell what's that
SECRET!!!
just both of us know
then we chat...laugh...play at there

he suggests go garden watch movie
ok lor
then we go there
don't know why we have so much things to talk with
all nonsens
(>.<)'''
walk...play....talk...bully
i really don't know garden got cinema
then we watched GREAT DAY
RM 23 per person
at the begining we don't know why it's so expensive
after we enter
then only we realise
all are couple seats!!!!
and inside have nobody
then he told me that he booked the hall
so just have we two
LOL
~i believe you~

haha
he confess le
lovely noh
feel so sweets (^_^)V
the feeling really nice
face to face
in a big big hall
without lights
romantic eh
hahaha
can confess to me again???
~LOL~

this movie quite nice
if got time
i still want to watch for the 2nd time
but it's still not perfect yet
just nice

our stories starts that day
although it starts before that
just he said
"i haven't ask you to be my gf yet...will find a right timing to ask you"
i don't know it is sweet or what
but just feel like it's so serious
ya
he's really serious
i also shock
i also don't know he told his friends that he have GF
even i also didn't tell my friends yet
only who study with me know it

he brought me to his friend's birthday party
feel strange but yet happy and make new friends
they told him that i look so pure
then he feel that i have cheated all his friends
cause i'm not
haha
who knows i'm not pure??
i'm so pure ok....
when i'm going back
the birthday boy talk with me
he ask me to take good care of him
cuz he's a good guy
a really really good and nice guy
and congratz to us

he is a good guy
he don't have any bad habbits
these sentences i heard so many times from his friends
and i believe it (^.^)

he is the one i treat like a friend
don't have any stress when i be with him
we can talk whatever we want to talk
we play whatever we want to play
we joke anytime
bully each other anytime anywhere

he know my past and my everything
although it's not clear yet
but times will make it clear
got people disturbing me
he says
"if he still disturb you...call me...i come here with 1111 to protect you"
"don't scare....tell him you got BF now...and i'll protect you anytime"
haha
these make me want to tell him eveything
i feel that i found someone else who can share with me
i can tell out my sadness and my happiness
cause got one people who are willing listen to it
and comfort me
these few weeks
i feel that it passed so fast
although feel stress
but i feel so comfortable and so nice to be here
i don't feel afraid to my new environment
although i'm not new student
but i'm a degree student now
everything are changed
degree life really different!!!
luckily got him
accompany me a lots

i know i'm not perfect
and no one is perfect in this world
maybe the one is really present
and we don't know
but i will make myself to be better
to be better in everything
after knowing him
i found that i have a lots of things have to do
and be responsible to my life
we can enjoy
but we have to plan for our future
and prepare it from now on but not in the future
so
i'm preparing for my future start from now
i will prepare myself to be a good doctor
prepare myself to save my money for my future
no matter is for family or my jobs
prepare myself to be a good wife
prepare myself to have a family

your voice is warm and tender
a love that i could not forsake
whenever you reach for me
i'll do all that i can
lost is how i'm feeling lying in your arms
when the world outside's too much to take
that all ends when i'm with you
even though there may be times
it seems i'm far away
never wonder where i am
cause i am always by your side
we're heading for something
somewhere i've never been
sometimes i am frightened
but i'm ready to learn

everytime i have you by my side
to accompany me and comfort me
~thank you so much bii~
don't know i will very disturbing or not
cause you say i can find you at anytime
i know you're patient enough
if i make you fed up
you must tell me
i will listen to it

this is him
using my laptop playing the "youcam" while waiting for me
and i'm using his iPhone for FB
cause my lovely laopo birthday today
and my laptop fail to connect to network
so i have to use the iPhone to send my regards to my laopo
it's hard to touch
cause i haven't get used to it

really la
so cute noh him
right right??
always tell me that his nose is so high and nice
LOL
wow
he allowed to post it
haha
sure i will post lor
see the words inside the phone??
~I LOVE YOU~

since last night
he tried to repair my laptop
but failed
end up playing the "youcam"
noh
he is a photogenic i think
like to take photos and posting
and still own the whole screen
his eyes very small eh
but it look nice when he's smiling
cause will form a half moon shape
love it  xO
this make me feel shy la
haha
inside the common room got others studying at there
but he's so enjoy when posting
hahaha
just like a baby boy
sayang-sayang ha
guai guai

today's photo section
hahaha
what an attraction guy
this is the statement he gave himself
haha
but his skin really nice
this is the one which can attract me
and make me more hardworking to take care my skin
so now
my face is so smooth
wahahaha
don't know when he take my phone and take this picture
haha
is he kissing my phone??
ewwww

 one
 two 
three
haha
i love his posts!!!
cause NEVER CHANGE!!!!
hahaha
laugh die me now

that's why i like to be with him
i still remember that night i told him
i'm not a girl who like to stick with my boy everyday
and every moments
i need our own space and do our things
feel that i broke my own statements
don't know why i just like to stick with him
i want to meet up with him everyday
i want to have every meals of mine with him
i want to talk with him non-stop
just like last night
i can't online and after he went back
he called me and we talked
almost two hours
i really don't know the time passed so fast
until the phone line's broke up
then only know that we already talked for one and a half hour
then he called me again
and we talked more half an hour
haha
we just have lots things to talked with
just...everything
past...present...future...jokes...38 things
~whatever~

haha
~love~
he's just in love with me and vice versa
don't bother that's true love or not
just enjoy it and times will show all the truth

he is just so charming and lovely
if one day
you saw any different on me
it's all his credit
cause he's so perfect for me
so i have to do something too
do more exercises to make sure that i'm healthy
and have a good and nice body shape
just learn from him
hahaha

his pig mouth and my hand
black and white
we're happy when we're together
and we enjoyed
we create jokes and make funs
he's eating the presents
haha
come come
see who's eye's bigger??
hahaha
monkey sheong
bad him
laugh at me when wearing his cap
cause my face very round when wearing the cap
not nice not nice
haha
this is forced by me to take off his spec
not bad mah
still very LENGZAI
eyes still so BIG
teeth so nice

hahaha
like to act cool??
this one very yeng!!!
like this
haha
cause i take de mah
the nose there so nice

hahaha
end of stories
no worries la everyone
we didn't kiss dao
just using the angle
but failed lor
and he says
"you saw last time ivan and i take de?we made our lecturer shock"
cause that picture shows that both of them are kissing
lips are so close so tight with each other
nevermind
we can try next time
wahaha

end of stories

lucky la
end of stories for can't online
really dying at here eh
the time without FB and blog
haiz
really lifeless

everyday online n posting
then suddenly can't do those things
really like asking me to die
but nvm
I'M BACK BABIES!!!

inti line
i hate you so much during that week
but now
i'm appreciate you so much
hope you don't dump me away liao
i bag you!!!

2011年1月21日星期五

express my feelings in mandrin will be better
hmmm
有时候
当你得到你从来都没有想过会得到的东西
你会打从心底的害怕
害怕这个东西
根本就不应该属于你
比如说
~幸福~

对啊
感觉我就是得到了幸福
一份从来就没有过的
当你被一个人由心地尊重
无微不至地被照顾、疼爱
紧紧地把你抱着
那个拥抱是多么地实在
就像是你真的被需要
而他也真的很珍惜

当有一个人
在你睡觉的时候把你紧紧地搂着
当车子不断地晃动的时候
那个人会用双手把你紧紧地抱着
然后用头把你的头稳稳地固定着
就是要让你睡得安心
即使自己当时的姿势并不舒服
也不让外来的因素把你吵醒
全程都紧紧地握住你的双手
熟睡的时候
还可以无时无刻地感觉到他轻轻地在头上
给你送上一个吻
这些我都感觉得到
虽然当时已经累得没有力气去反应
但是
这份幸福我已经把它收进我的心底
 而当时的我也睡得很甜、很安稳
全程一个小时
竟然可以那么地短暂

当他的手上拿满袋子
却不让你帮他拿
而选择用另一只手握住你的手
让你逛街逛得轻松
当你们去吃饭的时候
他会帮你把餐具都用纸巾细心地抹干净
再把餐具放在干净的纸巾上
然后整整齐齐地摆放在你的面前
这种女王般的待遇
真的是让我傻了眼
虽然心里甜甜的
却还是对他另眼相看
因为一个大男人
要做到这样
真的是没有几个!!!

你们现在应该知道我的害怕了吧??
我害怕接受
更害怕失去!!!
因为这样的幸福
从来就不曾属于我的
也从来没有人会这样对待我
看来像是情侣般的相处
但是却没有表白的过程
所以现在我们还是朋友关系
我们依然单身
因为他说要找一个合适的时间
然后好好地讲
好郑重哦
所以
他会对我表白
只是我不知道那是什么时候
又是另一份惊喜吗??

很珍惜在一起的时候
这个男生真的很棒
也很可爱、细心
是他太好了
还是自己词穷了
竟然找不到比心里的感受更好的词汇去赞美他

有些人会想
在这种时候的我们
对方在我们眼里都是完美的
现在说得太好
以后就会让自己和他难以下台
因为还不知道结果会是如何
或许
或许几年后
彼此有各自的生活
也或许几年后
彼此会是自己的终身伴侣

这些种种的因素
已经不在我的考虑范围里
虽然谈恋爱的最终目的就是步入礼堂
在几段感情的经历后
我不会在和对方刚开始的时候
就认定了彼此就是未来想要找的那个人
现在的我就只是想好好地恋爱
好好地经营我和他的感情
等到感情稳定后
再深入地确定彼此是不是自己要找的那个人
或许这样
才是最聪明的恋爱方针
我们才能享受恋爱的滋味
而彼此也不用感到如此的沉重
因为
婚姻的包袱还真的是蛮繁重的

有时候想想
那时候的他放弃了我
虽然当时的我很伤心很伤心
可是现在的我很感谢他
感谢他的不珍惜
感谢他的放弃
要不然
我怎么会遇上那么好的男人呢??

虽然当时自己也挣扎了很久
因为害怕开始新的感情会是另一个伤害的开始
很显然的
事实并非如此
很庆幸自己当时那么勇敢
要不然现在的我也不会过得如此愉快

我相信了一句话
那就是
你只有一个
那么独特
他不懂得珍惜你是他太笨
有多少人等着
要做你最最在乎的人
是啊
不必为了一个不懂得珍惜你的人而伤心
因为未来还有更好的人
还有更值得你去珍惜的人在那里等你
虽然
一路上会有许多人陪你走过人生道路的某一段
有适合的、也有不适合的
但是最适合你的人
一定会在某一段路上等着你的到来
然后给你最幸福的人生

我们所经历的失恋
就是让我们在遇到最合适我们的人之前
让我们学会如何去爱、珍惜、拥有
虽然我们会伤心
但是
我们最终会得到我们的幸福

不知道这份幸福
能够维持多久??
 也不知道我的决定是否正确
因为他太好
真的会打从心底地害怕起来
有时还蛮不能接受的
那么好的男生
真的会有属于我的一天吗??
他喜欢我什么呢??

不说了
真的开始语无伦次起来
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2011年1月20日星期四

Don't force your man

i know you love him a lots
but will you tied him up too tight??
this is the question you have to ask yourself
everytime i heard you say that you argued with him
he don't understand you
and everytime you asked him not to do this
but he did it
then after that he come and apologize to you
and you forgive him
what i want to say is
this is a bad cycle in a relationship!!!

you shouldn't tell him what to do
and what he should do
just let him do his decisions!!!
don't try to control him
i feel that he's fed up
he is a guy who needs lots of freedom in his life
the more you control him
more far he will stay away from u!!!
hmmm
got one thing i really don't understand about girl
why must control your man then only you will think that he's yours?
don't both of you already in a relationship??
if he care about you
he won't do anything that will hurt you and your feelings
he won't keep apologize to you
and just want your forgiveness

if he really cares you
he won't leave you away
and no matter how far both of you be apart
his heart will still belongs to you
because he is the one who really belongs to you
if he doesn't
no matter how tight you tied him up
and put him beside you
he will still find ways to get off
if he is the one who belongs to you
in his eyes
you're the perfect one
he won't compare you with the other girls
he won't have any "heart attack" to a girl
because you're the best for him
if he is the one who belongs to you
he will find you no matter how late and how tire he are
because he want to meet you up and hear you
because he miss you

do you still remember that night?
you overnight at my house
and you cried?
both of you are force to break up because of yours family
and what i told you?
and what you told yourself?
how he react?
his heart is belongs to you!!!
when you are emo that time
he used his patient to calm you down
he listen to you carefully
i know he is mature enough to handle everythings
just i feel that you are the problem
i'm your friend
that't why i have to tell you
i don't agree with what you have done to him
i feel that he lost his freedom!!!
it's unfair to him!!!

for me
once you are in a relationship
i feel that no ones should lost their freedom
or have any changes in his/her life
 the only changes we have are
we have someone else to love and cares
we have our responsible to protect and respect the one we love
that's all!!!
and if you feel that he's wrong
just try to tell him your feeling
i believe he will have a just nice decision for it
don't be so selfish
for sure i don't hope that you will mess up your relationship with him
both of you did a lots of hard work
then only you two get together
why wanna break up or emo just a little thing?
is that worth??

please la
be mature ok?
i know you love him
and he loves you too
both of you loves each other so much
nothing can change your heart to him and vice versa
just give him some time and space to do his own things
you are in a relationship with him
not a "controller" for him
you are his girlfriend
as i know
he call you as wife is it?
hmmm
so
you should be happy of what he done to you!!!!!!!!!

what i can do and talk to you
i did and told
hope that you can understand it
nothing is impossible
if you want to change your mind
and you can do it!!!

best wishes for both of you
ok??

2011年1月16日星期日

ehhemm !!!

first week was passed
second week is coming soon!!!
said good night at FB
but writting blog here right now
hahaha

i think i will be very busy for this weekend
who knows i'm freaking free
until i don't have anything to do
~sien die me~
huh
don't know why i could finished my homework in an hour time
then wasting my time in my room
reading those posts
listening to the songs
then chit chat with friends

found that nowsaday
lots people own a DSLR
then called themselves as a photographer
actually do they really good in photographing??
and those model
do they really good in posting??
whatever
it's non of my business
just hope they won't regret on what they have done
and
be responsible to their own body
not to make the posts which shows any sexual impulses

and boys
why almost all of you are so selfish??
why you will think that you can do any decisions for a girl?
can't you just respect the girl??
and let the girl do her own decisions??
don't feel that what you do are very "YENG"
actually it's shit
and make a girl want to scold rude words towards you
what you have done are just so annoying
don't make like the girl are your girlfriend
and what you talked to them are just like they have betrayed you
and you are the victim!!!
PLEASE REMEMBER
they are just a friend for you
don't try to control their mind and their wants
you're not their boyfriend
even you are
you should respect them too!!!
but unfortunately
YOU AREN'T!!!!
so
what situation do you have to do such thing for them??
YOU ARE NOTHING!!!!!
NOTHING YOU UNDERSTAND??!!!!!
stop every actions you are doing to them
if you still want to remain your friendship with the girl
just stop it and she will act like nothing happened before
if not
don't blame on her that she don't want to continue remain this friendship

don't think that you're so understand them
pretend that you know them well
you're not the worms inside their stomach
you're not one of the cell from their brain
sometimes they also don't know what they want
even their parents also don't understand them
how much could you understand??
don't LAN LEK at there
what you have done are really annoying and disgusting!!!!!
i really beh tahan liao
i wanna gift you two words
GO AWAY!!!!!

2011年1月14日星期五

不喜欢就是不喜欢!!!

有些事
发生了就是发生了
本来想用课余的时间去把它写成一本传
一本给自己看的书
让自己看看以前的自己
是一个怎样的人
而自己又是怎么样去处理自己本身所面对的问题
正确吗??成熟吗??
可是又觉得它不值得我花时间去把它完成
所以就搁着了
你们觉得我应该纪念一下吗??

前几天发生了令人觉得很恶心的事
没有想到这会发生到我的身上
到现在我还是接受不到
每次想起
心里至全身都会发毛
而且还会感到恶心十分
虽然没有夸张到会把隔夜饭全都呕吐出来
可是就是会令人既没有食欲
也会倍感反胃

你帮人家就帮嘛
可是没有必要做到这样子
这是为了什么啊
我到现在还是想不清楚
不要再说我是天真、单纯
有时候我的举动的确是如此
可是我相信我的想法还是足够的成熟、理智

昨天 J 跟我说你喜欢我了
可是我并没有感觉到
反而觉得你这样子做是很不尊重我的
我很不开心
也让我感觉很不舒服
也没有办法面对你
我觉得这不是喜欢的举动
这是侵犯的举动
是很贬低你自身的人格的举动

请你尊重你自己的人格!!!

我了解到...

有些事是不允许先入为主的
看了、了解了
就会有不同的想法

主讲人的成就我真的是有被吓倒
不过还是有两个点不认同
没关系
没有他的胸怀大志
可也至少看到了他成功的方法
这个努力
是我的榜样

当时在想
以后的我们会是怎么样的呢
去讲座之前
我是没有想过以后的我会过着怎样的生活
我只是想过我会做些什么事
太过于仔细的生活细节
我是没有想过

开始会对未来感到焦虑
有些不安
不知道为什么
讲座过后的我就是那么地安静
朋友们的谈话内容
一直不停地在我脑海里翻转
主讲人的字语也一直在牵引着我

我知道
现在的我对于未来就是一片空白
不知道、也不了解
或许时间可以证明一切
也可以决定一些决定

2011年1月13日星期四

Degree Life

degree life are stress
i'm experiencing my degree life
i saw my coursemates
they all just like a book worms after few days
went to library and borrow the books
then stay in their room and start study !!!
even lecturer havent start teaching
but they start studying???
huh~~
i'm wondering... ...

BUT
i have a gang of nice & friendly coursemates
hahaha
we still can chat happily
and we can be very MACHII
hehe
i think...
they are just too & over hardworking

my lecturer also not bad
friendly & cute!!!
especially is the MS.Lan Yen Min
she's so so SO CUTE!!!
before this
i think that she's a strict lecturer
who knows....HAHAHA !!!

i was headache last night
not all because of my presentation slides
part of the reasons was my head
hmmmm
i was bang my head to the TV track on tuesday night
and my head still pain
so.......
haiz....blame on me (=_=)'''
too careless
luckily no bleeding
but i slept tight that night
hahaha
i think is i become dizzy after the bang
LOL !!!

haha
my baby ask me jia you
cute hor he??
found him from google search
~lalala~

wuhuhu
what a sweet way for couple to cheer the one you love
hahahaha
my class got one couple
yii yer.....shy shy
hahaha

everyone
JIA YOU !!!
we can do it
let's do our best for this semester
and the most important is
~FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~

2011年1月7日星期五

hey hey!!!

不写英文了
google translate 到我很累
哈哈
英文不好就是这样
华文就不同啦
要作词、写诗都还可以

昨晚才知道
原来很多东西都不再是秘密
有一点尴尬
不过我没有管那么多
这是迟早的事
反正尴尬了又怎样呢
日子还是一样地过

昨晚谈了好多
为以后在学校的生活做了好多安排
日后的生活
应该只能用充实来形容了
看来
要费神去想别的事也很难了吧
相信今年会是我过得很好的一年吧
我也要好好地过
好好地读书
若真的有一段好的感情
也会好好地经营
真的厌倦了一直换对象的生活
希望下一个人会是可以和我一起过日子的人
而不仅仅是一个可以陪伴我的人

星期天
我要去录影了
上电视啊我
要红了咯
很开心耶真的
终于有机会看人家怎样录影
看看主持人怎么去主持
当然咯
要带我的小粉红去

明天就可以回宿舍了
开始我崭新的新生活、新学年
希望一切都顺顺利利

2011年1月6日星期四

(^_^)... ...(@.@)

ya...i'm silly
so?
someone is happy like the left emotion
and me?
just look like the right emotion
hehe...why?

i was slept earlier last night
because went back to INTI and clean up my room
it make me so tiring
saw Y & A
i called A and hug Y when i saw them
hmmm
i love hug hug
~feel so warm and so close to our heart~
then i talked loudly
and laugh loudly without cares my images
too happy d
luckily there was too noisy
hehe
see you QAYK...miss you all so much
that day must hug tight ah!!!
promise ok?

woke up earlier this morning
then took my phone and see the time
who know i got a msg
hmmm
it make me cry in the morning (T_T)
when i read the first row
my head was like pasted with a X
continue reading the msg
then dropped 4 drops of tears
 hahaha
abit touch lor
and shock also lah
never think will get this type of msg

even don't know mandrin
but still will read my blog once you on ur lappie??
even can't read but still can see the pictures?
and you like it??
LOL....i put so few pics eh...
haha...not my pic oso
noh...
hmmmm
this really shock me
don't and can't understand the language well
but still will look through it
i really don't know what's the funs within it
won't it boring?
hmmm...swt
you told me you can't understand mandrin well
i think you won't come in here
because i love to write my blog in mandrin
so i wrote it here
my THINK make me have the surprise
wahahaha
not a bad news for me

eh
next time treat you with a vanilla ice-cream k?
McD geh....cone ice-cream
wuhuhu
or want Mc Flurry???
hahaha
cannot think liao
because i want to eat liao
oh no (>.<)'''

don't know what to reply your msg
hmmm
but really feel happy with it
~thank you~

2011年1月4日星期二

~~i think~~

 this post is for you
no doubt
is YOU

first time we met
feel that you're quiet
don't like to meet new friends
because you look cool
when intro
you didn't look at us
seriously not respect lor

then we went out for drinks
with a gang
almost everyone have fun that night
you most HIGH le
till everyone of us have to wait for you
and serve you some more
just got two people have some climax
i'm one of the two
what a bad image for you (=.=)'''

don't know how
we start to have our topics
is you add me at FB or what?
but i remember...MSN is you add me
then we start to chat
hmmm
first time have a good feel from you
first time feel that i can continue to have a chat with you
and we can be friend
we share our feelings
our happiness...sadness
we chat happily
then you ask me to accompany you for breakfast
i don't know why i will go with you
just feel that it's safe

you look just nice in that morning
and i just woke up
still in my sleeping mood
luckily you didn't make my day
if not
i really will scold you
you just have a small apetide
you didn't finish ur noodles
me too
because i don't eat breakfast
but
from my observations
you never finish ur foods in every meals

one day
we played tennis
2 vs 2
you act like you know how to play
actually you don't know how to play
haha
that time you really look so noob!!!
then you become my ball keeper
and you keep complain at there
say why you have to be my ball keeper
hmmm hmmm
good....i sweats a lots that day
feel so nice

you like to pinch my face
you said it's so chubby
(>.<)''' gosh
then i pinch you back
we laugh at there like there is just both of us
now think back
really feel that so embarrassed
but why that time i don't feel so??
and we are so enjoy in our GAMES

then your friend b'day
all of us went out celebrate for him
you all came my house to pick me up
then we headed to that party
you get foods for me
the point is
i don't eat other people's saliva
even my parents and family
i oso don't eat
but i ate the foods you get for me
is i don't dare to stop you or what?
if i stop
then you will feel so embarrassed
 i oso don't know
ok...then fine for this

one day
you asked me for breakfast again
i'm so scare for breakfast(=.=)'''
but you offer me McD
hahaha
my favourite (>.^)V
you said you walked there before
i said how good if i can ride to there
then you say come to pick me up in the morning
~okok~

the next day
you wait me in front of my house
we didn't talk that time
once i just get into your car
i just say HI and continue on my SLEEP MOOD
then you said
"you sleep la...once we reach i'll wake you up"
then i slept in ur car
after meals
you sent me back and you headed to school
then i continue my nap

when something happens on me
you're beside me
although i feel that i'm make use of you
that time i'm so confuse with my heart and thinking
but i really feel so happy when i talks with you
this is what i'm so sure for it
you stepped into my life since that moments
without any signal
and i starts to know you well
i start to stalk my eyes on ur FB
look through ur photos
almost everyday doing the same thing
feel that your smiles are so warm
your photos with your parents and brothers are so nice
every smiles of all of you are just in my mind
every moments...everyday
i don't know since when
i need your smiles and your warms
since when
i love your family photos
any one of them can make my day feel so hopeful
make my heart so comfortable

 what you told me
from MSN...sms
i got it
everyday got your concerns
i already get used to it
because it's really so warm
it burns my heart
these few days i feel so empty
maybe i really need these warm in my heart
i love them so much
i remember them in my heart
what you want from me
i think a lots
maybe now is a critical moments for me
or it maybe unfair for you
maybe people will have something to critisize
will we feel stress for these??
~i don't know~

you're an apple of my eye
i'm like seven eleven because always there for you
n 55!w !
i got these from you
just...
i think i'm not brave enough to admit it
or can say that
i'm not brave enough to have a new relationship
you are just so nice...warm...patient and so on
maybe when the time are right
like what you said
we may be a good one (^.^)V
just i don't know
how long could you wait
since that you already waiting for few months
and will it really become a good one?

"never try...never know"
i believe this sentence
if you never try to step out your first step
you will never know how it goes forever
just like if you never get started
you will never know you will love that guy or not
maybe we will have a bad ending
but
as long as we won't regret for it
as long as we tried

ok...
i think accept you at here
just see when you confess to me
hahaha
eh eh...see how you act la~~
~CHEERS~




*p/s : i know you won't come to my blog....because you're so so so bad in chinese...so...this will be the surprise for me if you really confess to me...hahaha...this is my first post at 2011...and this first post is written for you...so i write it with my super duper bad english....hohoho....hope my readers can understand my post...