2011年2月28日星期一

人生无常

你发觉到了吗
人生本是无常的
那天得知以前教导我微积分的老师逝世后
真的让我感到无助
人的一生真的很无助
什么事都不能自己掌握
因为全都由老天爷注定好的
使命完成了
就是时候入土为安了

现阶段
我对于我的未来还是充满着疑惑
为什么呢
总觉得有时候是自己过于空闲
所以才会无所事事的东想西凑的把所有的事都联想起来
有时候就会很认命地接受所有事实的真相

其实很多事情都还没有来到一个稳定期
因为心中还带着一丝恐惧
感觉还是很不踏实
美好的事物
仿佛很快地就会像是过眼云烟似的
从身旁飘过
可是
我并没有给自己空闲的时间去想这一些事务
不踏实的、会影响我的所有绊脚石
我都能免则免

有疑惑吗??
如果有
那你只有两条路可以选择
第一
打破沙锅问到底
第二
也就是最最最最简单的方法
那就是把问题丢给别人
让人家来替你解决所有的疑难杂症

有的人很勇敢
遇到难题会想尽办法去解决
有些人就选择逃避
因为她已经被吓得屁滚尿流
束手无策了

而我
并不属于以上那两种
因为我只会把以前累计下来的恐惧和麻烦
日积月累地
成为我的经验之谈
因为我并不想因为什么恐惧而成为阻止我尝试的因素
失去了尝试的机会
那你就永远都不会知道尝试过后会有什么后果
勇于尝试是人生中的一大课题

2011年2月19日星期六

Our Valentine

is listening to love songs
< My Valentine >
from Martina McBride
< The Power of Love >
from Celine Dion
< Sometimes When We Touch >
from Dan Hill
~and so on~
these songs make me recall back all my memories on that day
and so the valentine's eve
all are so sweet
valentine's day is sweet with love
eve's full with surprise and funs

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PART 1
@ the valentine's eve @

on that day
we're heading to McD
he treats me Mc Flurry
when we're going back
he took a bouquet of bear flower from the back of the car
it's was surprised me
hahaha
my first flower in my life
never think that he will give me the flowers
cause i just want him to be with me
even don't have the flowers and the candle lighting dinner
i will still feel so happy and warm
because he is be with me

don't ask me why
i just like to be with him
because i can be myself
i no need to pretend
i can talk whatever i want
i can do whatever i like
and i always love him so much
i love him more and more everyday

i will love him with my life
because i appreciate him for appearing in my life
and accompany me whenever , however and whatever
i can truly trust him with my heart

dear ah...no matter what kind of lifestyle you are able to provide for me...as long as you're beside me...it's more than enough...no matter poor or rich....luxurious or not...i will still enjoy every moments we're together...cause you're the only subject in my heart and my life... < YOU ARE AN APPLE OF MY EYES >....

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PART 2
@ the valentine's day @

we have discussed and think twice
many places we think
KL Tower's spinning restaurant
bintang walk
putrajaya
look out point
and finally
we decided LOOK OUT POINT

we went there and reached at about 7.30pm on time
yeah yeah
there really very crowded
saw many couples there
most of the girls are holding flower which given by their BF
haha
i also got eh
happy happy happy
although isn't on that time
but i think i'm earlier than them to receive the flower from the love one
haha
cause i received it at...12.15am
they received when they reached there
hahaha
feel stupid for myself
like this also want to compare with them
muahaha
aiya...nothing can be compared
the most important factor is
we be with our love one on that day
and we love each other

our restaurant < haven >
what a nice place
feel that we didn't choose a wrong place
it's abit windy and the view was
NICE & ROMANTIC
hahaha
of course should be nice
because we paid more RM100
never mind
as long as we happy and enjoy
just once a year
this is the night view
it is nice???

while we're waiting for our foods
it's so dark
but it's so warm
haha
our love to each other can't transfer through our languages
it's just can feel by our heart
love the feels so much

this is the rose given by the restaurant
make me so shy
hahaha
we ordered two valentine's set
this is our mushroom soup and chicken soup
both are so nice
this is his spaghetti
not bad not bad
he clean up the prawn for me
haha
sweet!!!!!
this is my salmon fish
it's SO NICE
love the crispy skin and the juicy meat
wahaha
when it eat with the sauce...
hohoho....i love the combination!!!

haha
the foods not bad la
because the best one isn't the foods
is the love one's sitting beside us
enjoy the night view together
having a normal dinner together
and we chat happily

he's shy to face the camera la
finally
hahahahaha
he will do anything for me
as long as i happy
*winks

can you see the potato wedges behind the drink?
it's so nice!!!
haha
we ate a lots
these are what we finished!!!
nice nice

photo time!!!
these photos are taken by ourself
not bad la
still can see the night view behind us
hahaha
saw the happiness on our face??
when we're together
there are no sadness and arguments
i'm always thinking that
when will we argue with each other??
almost one month
we only will chat happily and keep laughing
laughing at each other or whatever else
what i can say is
both of us are very 38
and he said that
until now
he haven't feel angry before

this photo is taken by the waitress
not bad la this one
but i feel that i take de is nicer than her eh
hmmm
next time should bring along a tripod
kekeke
the first proper couple pic for both of us??
this is taken by a couple
his hands keep shaking
after asked him take the second time for us
it's still blur
but it's better than the first pic
make us also feel shy to ask him to take a clearer one for us
the night view is just so nice
hmmm
never mind...it's still SWEET !!

what a nice block!!!
hahaha
actually hor
this is a kind of technic for photographing
it's an arts!!!
the nicer one
what we are doing??!!!!!
haha
one look sleepy
and one looks like apologize-ing
funny!!!
haha
sweet sweet
~smile~
muacks
love you so much

what a memorable valentine's celebration
my first celebration in my life
finally i know the feelings of receiving a flower from the love one
and so having a candle lighting dinner
it's so sweet
feel that the time's passed so fast
i keep looking at my phone
hope the time can pass slower
when we're going home
i hope the driver can drive slower too
mana tau he drove not more than 100km/h
but i still feel that we only take 15 minutes to reach nilai
~zzz~
times really passed so fast
hmmm
when inside the car
we look at each other
and hugs
just don't feel that want to loose my hands

~ends of stories for that day~

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i never think that i will be this lucky...will have someone else who really appreciate me so much and do so many things for me...when i say i want to eat Mc Flurry...he will drive me to get it... ...when i say i'm boring at room...he will bring me go for movies and shopping...and he takes public transport because of me...i feel so...although he don't like... ...he just stand at there and drinking when clubbing...because he's looking after my jacket...and he said he's a "vegetarian" now because he have me...even if he's going clubbing without me...he won't stick with girls and dance with them too...because he have me... ...

he says...he will burn that one who take me away from him...hahahaha...he do anythings for me...i really touch...when i'm in trouble...he will listen to me and comfort me...even he know he can't help any...but he will still be with me...this is much more enough for me...and...it's because of his warm and caring...he get my heart...hope that this will continue forever and ever... ...

i have to say thank you to him...because he do his best for me...accompany me...comfort me...he give the best thing for me...when i'm be with him...i no need to worry anything....i just have to be there and waiting for him...and enjoy the every moments with him...THANK YOU DEAR!!!

honestly...i very enjoy every moments with him...the time for us are so little...if can...i want every 24 hours in my life also can stick with him...because i can be the truly me...no need to pretend quiet and inactive...and i can jokes with anyone...i can give him a lots of freedom...this is not i don't care about him...is i know that...freedom are so important for anyone of us...even now he's in a relationship...but he shouldn't have lesser time with his friends...and just stick with me...it's so unfair for him

dear ah dear...i didn't control your life doesn't mean that i'm not care about you hor...i'm just giving you the freedom you should have...i believe that we're mature enough in a relationship...but you have to let me know where are you and what are you doing...cause i still will worry about you... we can love each other very much and enjoy every moments when we're together...and so...we can very enjoy every moments when we're being with our friends without each other...i just feel that we should enjoy our life... ...life...friends...family and lover are all so important for us... as what you said...we maybe a good one...but i want to tell you...we're the good one...hahaha...cause i feel that we can't argue with each other...cause we laugh and make jokes always...don't know why...haha...this we can know in the future... hehe...and one of the reason is...both of us don't like to argue... ...

2011年2月16日星期三

爱情

爱情理应是个可以让人容光焕发的
可是为什么
它变成让人痛苦的东西??
有人为它愁、有人为了它而自寻短见
难道爱情
不是让人感觉幸福的吗??

爱情是什么?
相信很多人到了某一个年纪
都还理不清的一个道理
它是甜蜜的...还是痛苦的??
哑巴吃黄连 , 有苦说不清
你羡慕我的感情
我更羡慕你的对象的条件比我的好
有的时候
接受比发疯来得好
接受事实的真相
远比自我伤害来得实际
你说要你接受事实很难、很痛苦
难道自我伤害就不折腾吗??

甜蜜的时候如胶似漆
抱怨的时候就翻脸不认人
当初的承诺和感情就这样附诸流水
有些是被逼的 ; 有些是不晓得珍惜

被逼的
你们是很痛苦
可是你们的家长呢??
相信他们也好不到那里去
成熟一点
不要把自己的价值贬低
更不要把家人朋友的感受置于门外

如果说爱情是一门学问
那铁定很多人即使肯花一辈子的时间去把它弄懂
到后来
也是注定要失败的
如果说爱情是一场游戏
那我们就要完得起
如果玩不起
就不要进入这个爱情游乐场
那就犹如王杰的一首歌
~一场游戏 , 一场梦~
游戏一旦结束
就该从梦中清醒过来
拿得起就该放得下
若拿不起
一开始的时候就不要拿
很多东西都是没有一定的答案的
也许今天他爱你
明天呢??
或许明天他就去爱别人了
感情事是没有绝对的
因为人生充满着太多太多的变数了
是我们要去适应这个世界
而不是让这个世界来配合我们的需求
所以说
人是为了自己而活的
而不是为了别人


你的多情出卖我的爱情
赔了我的命
我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬
你的绝情出卖所有爱情
好梦一下子清醒
感情就像闹钟
按一下就停
那么多年得意忘形闭起了眼睛
却看到这样血肉模糊的风景

2011年2月14日星期一

情人节快乐

情人节快乐啊
呵呵

昨晚他从马六甲回来后
休息一下就来带我去吃宵夜
其实他很坏啦
懂我喜欢吃 Mc Flurry
自己在马六甲买了
然后就拍照 send 来给我
很惹打咯!!!
所以叻
晚上回来的时候
哈哈哈
当然是请我吃回啦!!!!!
~muahaha~

上了车就给我用香蕉做的年饼
很好吃的咯
这是第二包了
哈哈
我肥了要怪他啊
因为我要吃什么他都会拿给我
然后就一直讲话讲话
到了 Mc Donald
叫了 nudget set large
他忘了拿他的薯条
后来因为他怕肥
所以就这样放弃了他的薯条
真的很替他的薯条感到惋惜
两个人还是一直讲个不停

他啦
一直讲回我以前的丑事
讲个不停
我就很惨咯
一直坐在那里给他讲
呵呵
不过他很会掰啦
掰到最后
我欠他一粒 iPad (>.<)'''
不公平啦!!!!!
12 点了
他跟我讲 :" bii...happy valentine's day"
心里当然就甜甜的啊
第一次庆祝情人节
然后就很期待今天的晚餐
我们要去小云顶庆祝
~xixi~

吃饱了啊
他就送我回家
因为今天早上 8 点的课啊
我上了车
可是我就不懂为什么他要帮 mickey 整理车箱
我就回头问他为什么不上车
哈哈哈
然后他就从后面拿了一束花
我有点被吓到
电视剧里的情节???
哈哈哈
傻傻的收下他的花
~kiss kiss~
虽然花是假的
他说
不会凋谢的花
就像我对你的爱一样
永远都不会凋谢
里面就有 6 个 bear bear
很可爱
虽然花是假的
可是我可以保存一辈子
哈哈哈
因为我也不舍得拆开
很美嘛!!!

回到家外面
我们又在车里谈天谈了超过一个小时
真的不懂为什么会有那么多话讲
呵呵呵
废话一大堆
哎呀
情人节了嘛
当然就有很多情话
我放在心里就好了
在这里就...不公开了
~hug hug~
两个人抱在一起
真的很温暖
可以感受到对方身体的温度
还可以听到对方的心跳声
感觉真的很美好

好啦
也到了快 2 点
我就算再怎么不舍得
也要回去了
因为多几个小时后我就要上课了!!!
如果今天没有上课那多好
( =.= )
hmmm.....再抱抱一下下
然后就 bye bye 了
明天见!!!!!

hehe
我找到了吗?
找到了幸福因素??
希望这次是真的找到了
那么我每天都会开开心心地
然后就...
越吃越肥????
当然不是啦!!!!!
是越来越幸福快乐 !!!!!

大家
情人节快乐哦

2011年2月13日星期日

我不解,也不想去解,就到此为止吧!

之前
是你说我们还可以当朋友的
我不相信
因为从你不理我的那一刻
我就已经告诉自己
没有朋友可言
因为你的态度和行为
告诉我
“我们不可能会是朋友”
我和谁都还可以当朋友
他们到现在都是我的朋友
可以谈心的朋友
因为他们的干脆利落
他们的直爽
他们成熟的思想
他们没有你的小动作
他们没有一次又一次地伤害我
他们到现在都还在保护我
保护我的感受
保护我的一切
你呢?
到现在
你还想要伤害我???

现在
你在喜欢我的 relationship status 后
就把我从你的朋友堆中取出
这又是你在分开后另一次地伤害我
你知道我很重友情的
既然你还想要当我的朋友
那就继续当下去
如果不想
早在分开的时候就把我删除
为什么要等到现在?
让我一次性地受伤害不好吗?
为什么在伤害我过后
又在另一次地伤害我?!!!
连续性的被伤害
很好玩是吗??
在不同的范围内受伤害
你认为我的心脏很强吗?
还是太过高估我的预防能力?

不是我放不开
只是我觉得如果你真的有诚意要当朋友
就不要有这些行为
之前我已经拒绝当朋友了
可是你却坚持
说要继续地当朋友
不要把我们的关系变得那么僵
还因为这个原因在 fb 里骂我
骂我笨、骂我蠢
可是
在处理问题的时候
我真的很笨、很蠢吗??
至少我知道
我没有拖拖拉拉
我很干脆利落
而你现在呢??
我只是觉得很好笑罢了
这不是自打嘴巴吗??

就到此为止吧
这个结果是我之前就想要的
既然是你自己看开的
既然是你要的
那就以后都不要找我了
把我的一切都删掉
fb...照片...电话号码
我只希望一切都可以到此为止
还有
这是你最后一次伤害我
如果你还想要伤害我
那我不会在这里做无声的抗议了
这是我看在我们之前相爱过
我对你的情意
这样对你
够有情有义了吧??

我真的很想要一切都可以结束
一直拖拖拉拉下去
不累吗??
分手的决定是你做的
而我也接受了
现在你还想要怎样???
虽然你一直跟别人说是我不要你的
因为你不够好还是什么的
问问你心里吧
你怎么对我的??
是因为爱把我留在你的身边
可是
是因为你的不珍惜把我从你身边拉走的
所以
一切、所有的舆论
停止、停止、再停止!!!!
我已经不想要看到或听到一点点关于我们的消息

现在我有了新生活
希望你不要打扰
也不要有什么小动作
这里说什么、那里说什么
把你的嘴巴闭起来就好了!!!!!
如果你那么喜欢拍照
那就和你的模特儿去拍个够
有机会的话
就和她们在一起啊
这不是你一直以来都想要做的吗??
希望你成功把到一个正妹
然后不要来打扰我的生活!!!!!
多谢成全!!!

2011年2月10日星期四

feel so complicated for today!!!

play play play!!!
study study and study!!!
wonder why i can have a quiz without revision
haha
but marks still very high i guess
cause only have one answer that i don't know
i don't know the english name
but i know the chinese name
if not
this test i surely will get full marks of it
sigh
never mind lah
work hard in the next quiz
build my english into a higher quality
(^__^) smile
hope this problem won't happen during my test or final
~thanks god~

feel so funny for the last two quiz
i got 4 marks for the yin and yang graph
my lecturer said i work hard on it
i got think twice on it
so that my graph do make sense
i just feel so........happy??
no no no
i just feel that she's simply say what she feel that's right
because
i have never do any revision for her subject
even every single quiz
i just do it based on my understanding
just feel that she's fooled by me
hahaha
actually
that's a spot quiz
i have no chance to study or think twice before it
so do the graph
i just draw it without thinking much
~just do it~
feel bad for myself
cause she said i got study
feel that i have cheat her
hahaha
never mind
cause still got high mark for it
hehehe

played badminton today at MPH
with mummy and bii
mummy's stamina is so good
bii was just nice to set the ball
haha
but he doesn't good in running
i feel so
the real the truth
only he know himself
haha

i'm exhausted after it
cause long time didn't play badminton
yet still played for 2 hours!!!
wow
how amazing am i
hehe
amazing??
do i look amazing??
oh gosh
no no no
just....maybe is excited
badminton is my lovely exercise
my first choice
maybe is this reason
that's why i have the stamina to stand for it for 2 hours
of course we take turn to play
but
if it is jogging or running or playing other sports
can i stand for 2 hours??
maybe i can stand for volleyball
others....
ehhem....i don't think so
basketball....i just like shooting and grap the ball
i don't like to run for the whole court
it's tiring
and i don't have this type of shoe or talent to carry the ball
and run from the begining until the end

now
i'm tired
but
still feel so excited
because after tomorrow
i'm going to old folks house
celebrate the chinese new year with the grandmas and grandpas
have a long time didn't go to old folks house and orphan house
about 10 years i think
haha
feel happy when stick with them
when be with those old people
i can hear story and take care them
i love the feelings
it feel so warm
and i have a lots of loves and cares can share with them
they're so pity
i feel that
so old
but can't get together or celebrate this big day with their family
so
we have to share our loves and warms with them
hehehe

the kids
who knows me well
surely know that i love kids so much!!!
cause i no need discuss my homeworks,future,marriage,friends
what i need to do is
PLAY WITH THEM WITH ALL  MY ENERGY!!!
hahaha
that's the most happy moments for me
so hope that i will remain below 10 forever
so that i no need to have and care such annoying problems
but i know it's impossible
so
just can make it possible when i'm surrounded by kids
love to hear their stories,nonsens,dreams and whatever
cause i always have my own dream
and my dreams are keep changing as time passed
cause i wan't to make my dream become wonderful
and i always hope my dreams all will come true
now my dreams already come true
although just two of them
but i already very thankful
1. got confess inside the cinema
2.got a patient guy as my life partner
i know god will look after those who are kind and nice
i always believe this
hehe

today will be a wonderful day for me
cause i have so many feelings
happy...sad...tire...excited
tomorrow will be a nice day for me
hope so lah
god bless me ya (^.^)V

2011年2月9日星期三

男生永远都不会理解女生的委屈

男生永远都不会理解女生
就像女生永远不会知道男生想要的是什么
所谓的 “理解”
是需要在一起一段时间后培养出来的
所谓的 “默契”
是需要经历了一些事情
或是有了一些属于彼此的人生历程
才会拥有的一种特殊的情愫

女生是情感的动物
那么男生就是冲动的生物
就像男生永远都不会明白
女生为什么那么地矜持
为什么一直守着那最后一道防线
那不是保守
而是对自己负责!!
男生以为那只是一时的冲动就能解释得了的
可是对于女生
那是一辈子的事情

几十年来
女生从来都没有让别人碰过或看过她的身体
男生永远都不知道
当女生要让自己的衣服被男生一件一件地除去的那一刻
是需要多大的勇气!!!
赤裸裸地面对一个男生
一个和自己没有血缘关系的男生
心里的感受必定是百感交集的
而这些是男生永远都不会理解的
因为他们不是女生

世界上没有一个人
可以完完全全了解身边的每一个人
认为自己很了解身边人的人
你真的很愚蠢
也很幼稚
~汗颜~
如果你认为每个人都可对身边的人都了如指掌
那么
朋友之间、家人之间、情侣之间
就不会有争吵、争执了
有时候争执都是因为不了解、不明白
有了导火线
事情才会发生!!!


突然想要写这段文字
也不知道是为什么
是自己的情感?
还是在尝试着说些什么?
这个问题很好
因为我自己也不知道啊!!
情感情感
就是有了感情才会有感觉
很多时候都是这样的
你们赞同吗?
只要有了感情
你对对方的感觉就会越来越深
亲情、友情、爱情
都是如此
难道不是吗??

2011年2月8日星期二

~bii~

ah bii
do you feel that i'm useless??
i feel so upset that i can't help her
i feel guilty that i'm not brave enough to tell her mum the truth
but something is happen to her
yesterday she called me
and she cry to me
i cried also
just a feeling for me to cry

maybe i can't help anything
i just can hear what's happened on her
cause i'm still don't have the ability to help
i don't know how to cheat
my stories are just so easy to expose

don't tell you
because don't want spoilt your mood
and i also no mood to tell it out
so just write down here
hmmm~~






*p/s : just a feeling for yesterday....i'm so happy today...hehe.....cause last night forget to blog out....busy with my lab report =.=..............hehehe.......happy day........COUNTDOWN.....still got one day.....yeah yeah......lalala~~jump jump jump~~

2011年2月4日星期五

新年快乐 ??

  今年的新年真的是很冷清
回到家乡
竟然只是几个人在那里
感觉真的很奇怪
以前人很多的
多到连吃饭都要分桌子吃
今年竟然只需要一张桌子就了事

以前过年就有很多人
小孩子都跑去篮球场
今年
就只剩下三个表妹、一个表弟和我
两个小的就在完自己的
大的就在厨房帮忙
表弟就上网
我就在哪里睡觉
今年真的很不一样
所有的东西
包括气氛都不同了

晚上回到娘家
其实是妈妈的娘家
呵呵
气氛就好很多
虽然人数还是少了
可是还是热闹很多
所以
我就是比较喜欢回娘家
哪里总是有很多笑话和废话
不象家乡的
总是是非比较多
听到人都变的烦躁起来

吃饱了就去打麻将
呵呵呵呵
我赢了两块钱
可是却在21点输了差不多100块
真的是小财不进
大财不出
~汗颜~
打到12点就回家了
不然真的是钱包出血咯
哈哈

今年的新年
有开心也有不开心
虽然输了钱
可是我得到了快乐
所以
还是输得很开心吧

大家
新年快乐哦

2011年2月2日星期三

wootz!!!

~now only i know that~
it's so easy to find
the chinese version inside the mac
wahaha
just went to the mac city
huh
just in a minute
settle everything inside my mac
the speed really fast
the service was just so satisfied

just now dad told me something when we're going back
you know what is that?
hahaha
he said he also want to own a MacBook Pro!!!
so
he will be the 2nd mac user in my house
muahaha
my house will have two MacBook Pro after this CNY
MacBook Pro ROCKS!!!!!

2011年2月1日星期二

luckily i'm brave enough

yeah
luckily that i'm brave enough
i really meant it
and i'm happy now

i know there's still lots of things that i don't know
like my future...my choices
maybe it's right
or maybe it's wrong
but
only you can make me smile
just like to be with you
i won't think too much about it
what will happen in the future
i won't estimate it
i won't imagine how will my future look like
what is the ending for both of us

i don't know what to tell
that night you asked me
i answered :" i don't know"
yah
i really don't know
i don't know why i will give you that kind of responds
in my heart
i can feel the thing that i want from you
WARM
when you're holding me
your hugs
your concerns
these are the reasons why i give you those responds
i think so

this pic is so lovely right?
just like you
what you done to me are just so lovely
and i like it so much
no doubt that you're getting closer to my heart
and i'm waiting the day that you moving in

the last paragraph
i have write for myself
i have to thanks to myself
to let me have the chance to meet with my happiness
i know i already say this sentence for few times
but i still have to say it
i just want to say
never try...never know
hmmm
this post is a lame post for me
cause i just want to write anything else
without any planning
i don't what to say
just want to simply write out something else

MacBook Pro

i just got my MacBook Pro
~wuhuhu~
RM3899 per one
sounds very expensive right?
but i feel that it's worth!!!

don't look at the appearance
it doesn't look nice
but the applications inside this mac
really nice!!!

the keyboard is really nice
black keypad
and the multi-touch pad
can do everything without the mouse
wow wow

the screen is really nice
it's so colorful

the side view is nice too
multi-purpose
i feel so lah
haha
although it's not nice
but i really feel that the functions are nice

nah
this is the outlook of it
look nice right?
but when you see it "face-to-face"
it really doesn't look nice

hmmm
not i wanna say many many la
i wanna buy MacBook White
but when i at there
i saw the MacBook already become yellow
that's the point i giveup on my white color MacBook
hmmm
what to do?
just can make myself in love with it
so keep saying I LOVE YOU to it
haha
hope one day i really in love with silver color

enjoy with my MAC
muacks muacks
it make my boy so jealous
because i put all my afford toward it but not him
haha
cute noh he
don't worry la pig
i will borrow it to you de
muahaha