ya hor.....

haha!!!

meet up last night

eh....around 10.30pm ???

gosh

~my bad memory~

never mind!!!!!

as long as i remember what i'm going to write down at here

he said that he miss me so much

so want to meet up with me

oh oh oh

yeah yeah yeah

hahaha

he always miss me so much de la

~vice versa~

(^_^) muacks!!!

i brought my lappie and went to the dining hall

the study area with the romantic lighting

and the environment also very romantic

wonder how the people could study in such environment???

especially for those couple

we chat at there

he used my lappie to learn english

hahaha

ya!!!! HE LEARNT ENGLISH WORDS!!!!!

then made lots of jokes

haha

the same things...

we tease each other and make jokes

then he read my message

cause i always complain and told him that my phone have lots of message

all are from him!!!!!

then he take my phone and check

see what classic message he sent to me

and i'm still keeping it

he laugh at me (=.=)

cause some message i'm still keeping it

like those message have some special name

*mrs tiew...little munmun....baby...and so on

huh

don't know what's so funny lor

make me so shy

and he still say

:" somebody love me call her mrs tiew wor...."

~~grrrr~~

then read read read and talk talk talk and laugh laugh laugh

till one message

he start to playing a song

~officially missing you~

and he very quiet liao

i saw his face

just become a baby who will melt my heart

then eyes become red red liao

because he's reading the message that i'm still keeping it inside my phone

about his grandma

he hug me tight and vice versa

cause he is the one i love so much for now

his feelings are always with my heart

that moment i also want to cry

but he warn me not to cry

then i just go google search and read for the lyric for the song

unfortunately

i cried

the lyrics are just so close with his feeling

and the situation for that moments

i can feel the feeling more deeper through the lyrics

but he is tough enough

he control his tears

because he had promised his grandma that he won't cry anymore

so that he control himself for not to cry

i hug him more tight

when i'm seeing he's controlling himself

my heart is pain

cause i saw him wanna cry but he can't cry

each time when he take a breath

it make my tears want to drop off too

but i can't make him to cry

then he keep looking the messages

i can know that his mind sure pop out lots of images

i said i'm regret to keep those message

cause i made him feel so upset and wanna cry

i make him feel suffer

but he asked me not to delete those message

ok....i promised

i will keep those message

because i know he will read it one day

just i didn't estimate that he will read it that early

she is so important for him

so i think i have to do something or keep something about her for him

as a memory or whatever...

he sent me back

and we hug each other so tight

he always says that his grandma will come to find me if i bully him

cause she love him very much

what i want to say is

if she comes to me

i won't scare or what

i will serve her nicely but

of course she must like me first right?

if  not

no matter how good am i

she also won't like me

just....she's a spirit

that's why i always ask him to stop

recall back the moments between he and she is ok

but want to find me

hahaha

sometimes i'm scare but sometimes i don't

cause i know she won't harm me

and of course

i treated her grandson so nicely

hohoho

saw the picture???

i really meant it

the moment you keep quiet

and your eyes turn red

i already know that my heart is tide up with you so tight

really want to hug you as long as i can

and tell you how do i feel that moments

i know i'm childish

what i do...what i talk are so childish for you

but

as long as my mind are mature

right???

i can share your sadness

i can give you warms and hugs as you want

hmmm

~just want to be with you and share everything of mine and yours with you~