love it...just love it

you went to my house today

make a lots of funs

and

make me feel so happy

because of you

i can feel that my mum is happy

because of you

i can feel that you're so nervous

because you kept quiet all the times

until before we're going back to nilai

then you only starts to talk a lots

and become activated

become the dear that i'm so familiar with

you ate a lots

haha

first time to see you ate so much thing

and i feel abit sad

because i didn't realise one thing

that's you love duck

actually this told by annie

because i didn't saw you eat duck that time

when i'm there

you already finished it

dear

is that you really love duck??

haha

if your answer is YES

then i will remember it in my heart

everything of you i will remember them in my heart

maybe there are too much for me to remember

and sometimes i will forget

but do believe that

i really remember them in my heart with my love for you

just give me a little bit of time to recall it

because my memories are not that good enough

even my own things i also will forget

so

please forgive me if i forget what you love and what you hate

you show me your love

i can feel it

although i love to say i can't feel it

but

i just love to fool on you

i can feel it through my heart

and it's so warm

yeah

i love you more and more

just want to say i love you more than yesterday

want to shout it out loudly everyday

because i really do

i don't know why

i can't explain to you also

because it's a feeling

it just can feel it and know it by heart

when the feeling and heart tell you so

then it is a truth

love your hugs and kisses

really can't sleep tight without one of them every night

and i can sleep very tight if i have both of them every night before i sleep

love to talk with you

because it's so comfortable for me

love to stay with you although i didn't talk with you

because you're so reliable for me

because of your appear

my life are so colorful

thanks for teaching me so much

and lead me to think more positive

feel that you're my master more than my bf

because i can learn new things from you

the feelings are so different

it made me know more things in my life

and so the need

if i could

i want to gift you this cup

i want you know that i'm saying i love you these three words to you everyday

every time you want to drink water 

and when you holding this cup

you will think of me

at the other side from you

got someone who are loving you so much

and need you so much

so

you must take good care of yourself

because you have to take care her

and be with her all the time

haha

this bear is so cute!!!

tell you a secret here

ok?

hahaha

i feel that it's not a secret

but is a big big news for you

mummy called me just now

she said daddy says that you're so nice

he like you very much

dear... ...

thanks for making my parents so happy

i will do my best for you

like what my mum said

i will try to do it

haha

but it seems like a big big challenge for me eh

because i'll never be serious in the way i talk

and always be so childish

i will try to be more mature

not only my thinking thoughts

but same to my characteristics and the way i treats you

have i make you feel uncomfortable in the past???

but i hope that you'll be more forgiveness on me

because you treat me too nice

i really worry that i will be very over one day

because i'm that kind of girl

i can be very serious and mature with you

but when you give me too much freedom

i will be over

because i'm the only child

sometimes i maybe can't control myself

so

if i really too over

please remind me and tell me patiently

i will listen to it

ok??

love

finally i know what's love after you step into my life

but i can't get used to it

i still feel that's so fake for me

give me some more times to accept that your love is present

because until now i still feel that you will leave soon

i know that i'm so stupid to think of this

don't ask me why

maybe now i love you too much

and this is the feeling for me

scare to lost you??

and of course i hope that you won't leave soon

hehe

my friends...family...

all of them are looking forward to our future

all are with good comments

sure this made me feel so happy and warm

every time i think of their greets

i will smile

until just now

i feel so touch and want to cry

because i never expect my dad will give any good comments for us

the first time

first time my mum let guy step into my room

and show him my childhood photos

and still talk so much things to him

first time my dad's smile when he talking about you

first time everyone of them accept you is mine

first time a guy brings joys to my house

first time my mum asked me to be good and perfect

there are so many first time happened today

it's all because of you

want to say thank you to you

and so

want to tell you that i really love you

maybe the level isn't until the love like a husband and wife

but the level is keep increasing

thanks for bring loves and cares for me

thanks for bring joys for my parents

really want to hug you at this time

so hope that we can be together 24 hours

at least

you could appear in front of me for 24 hours

so that i can hug you from the front or behind whenever i want

because you're just so comfortable

love you dear

~muacks~