HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

firstly

says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to myself

it's late almost one month to update

but i do have a very nice birthday celebration

wow~~

i love the chocolate above very much eh

it's so attracting me

wuhuhu

it look so unique and yummy

my friends they celebrated for me earlier

it's touch cause i don't know i will have a celebration at INTI

some more with my domino's pizza!!!

seriously that night was my very first time to have it and taste it

it's so nice!!!

thanks guys!!!!!

~~ah kok...ah pin...ah queenie...mummy...slyvia~~

i appreciate it so much!!!!!

love yea

then the right day

<27th march 2011>

i thought i won't have any celebration tonight

thought only have a simple dinner with him

since he told me that he didn't prepare any present nor celebration

honestly

got abit angry at the very first second

cause feel that he's not respect me and only think of himself

then...i accept it

cause i never look forward to my birthday celebration

i don't know how to celebrate a birthday

i totally don't have any ideas

hehe

who knows he ask me to wear nicely

ok lor....i wear a shirt with a jeans skirt

waiting him to reach my place

we want go aunty annie de

who know it didn't open

then we went to secret receipi

hehehe

i ordered fish & chips and he ordered....don't know the name

but i love to eat it last time

chicken cover the ham and cheese

and go to try it

wow....delicious too!!!

lastly

he ordered a cake for me

(^_^)V...nice cake

very paiseh loh me

he not only ordered cake for me

but still ask for candles

then sing birthday song to me and ask me to make a wish

hahaha

but it's sweet

never have this type of celebration

it's warm and sweet

~love love love~

then when we finish our meals

he sent me back to my hostel

and gave me the presents from the back

wuhuhu....SURPRISE!!!!!

really shock me

cause i already didn't think that i will have my present

and still not only one present

it's THREE PRESENTS!!!!!!

happy happy

let's share my presents

nah....it's all my presents

don't too shock yea

haha

at first i shock also

but they all are made and chosen by heart

first present , kick kat

he know i love kitkat

so he bought kick kat for me

and i can hug it every night

just like i'm hugging to him every night

and it can accompany me always and everyday

the important is

it's very comfortable

i love it!!!

second , handmade birthday's card

first time receive a present which made by a guy

i thought only other girls will only have it

but i have it now!!!!

muahaha

i'm so touch and happy that moment

until i don't know what to do

until he said :"touch is it??kiss me la"

haha

that moment i already wanna cry out

and he asked me to kiss him

then i really kiss him

hahahaha

and do you realise it?

the photos are stick with a love shape =)

photos are sweet

but we are sweet and lovely

and love each other so much

this birthday card is bought by him

but i love the cover

it's a bear

hehehe....cause he is a bear too!!!

there have 2 photos also

the card is a voice card with a birthday song

and a note from him

sweet noh

the conclusions

these are my birthday presents from him!!!!!

one ready made...one hand made...one hand made + ready made

hehehe

my lovely dear

really lovely and sweet and warm

i don't know why i'm so lucky

i have my very first domino's pizza by my buddies

i have my very first time to celebrate my birthday with my love one

some more have cake + candles with a birthday song

i have my very first time to receive so many present by a person

and still are made by heart and spend a lots of time on it

i really appreciate it

someone told me

"i can feel that you sayang him very much"

"i know you sayang him the most compared to the past"

i don't know how to answer her options

her words just shock me

and made me think twice of her words

hmmm

do i sayang him very much?

i think and think and think

finally i agree her words

i really do

i didn't feel that it's a bad action but it's sweet

and he deserved it

he include me a lots

i can feel that he tried his best to include me

and me too

since we never argue with each other

and we have a very sweet time when we spend together

it just make i think of him more and more

and make love on him more and more

and make me appreciate him more and more

just want to say i love you to him

just want to kiss him when i meet him

just want to hug with him once we meet

it's all so sweet and warm for me

i really want to own it and appreciate it with my heart and love

nourish our love with my love as time pass

lastly

happy birthday to myself once again