2011年1月27日星期四

love

my stories started this week
have a break on 24 . 01 . 2011
finished class at 2pm
nothing to do so just sms
just say go back room to sleep and do nothing
then someone else brought me out
after a long discussions
headed to midvalley =)

hohoho
the 38 one hor
keep talking inside the ktm
and so all the ways
and i also talked a lots
he keep talking to me
then sure i also keep talking
and still talking about nonsens
haiz
keep telling me about my old stories
don't know why will tell him those stories last time
maybe never think that he will be mine

first thing we reach 
buy ticket!!!
GULLIVER'S TRAVELS
very funny lor
haha
before the movie starts
got a short cartoon for us to watch
laugh die me
then he just keep looking at me
said me look like a kid
p/s : i'm just laughing...and everyone also laugh!!!it's really funny mah...LOL

the movie nice to watch eh
haha
for me la
i'm the one who can laugh easily
so
hahaha
you all determine it yourself la
if you ask me
sure i will tell you it's nice

*bought a birthday present for my SHAUN
love you o boy
happy birthday!!!
~muacks~

i'm hungry
then we go eat McD
nudgets set
hehe
not nice eh
everything also cold cold de
hmmm
then the one hor
keep kacau at there
playing with his fingers
BUT
i made a mistake!!!
huh~~
never think that i will do this kind of thing
first time first time!!!
both of us also shock that time
i won't tell what's that
SECRET!!!
just both of us know
then we chat...laugh...play at there

he suggests go garden watch movie
ok lor
then we go there
don't know why we have so much things to talk with
all nonsens
(>.<)'''
walk...play....talk...bully
i really don't know garden got cinema
then we watched GREAT DAY
RM 23 per person
at the begining we don't know why it's so expensive
after we enter
then only we realise
all are couple seats!!!!
and inside have nobody
then he told me that he booked the hall
so just have we two
LOL
~i believe you~

haha
he confess le
lovely noh
feel so sweets (^_^)V
the feeling really nice
face to face
in a big big hall
without lights
romantic eh
hahaha
can confess to me again???
~LOL~

this movie quite nice
if got time
i still want to watch for the 2nd time
but it's still not perfect yet
just nice

our stories starts that day
although it starts before that
just he said
"i haven't ask you to be my gf yet...will find a right timing to ask you"
i don't know it is sweet or what
but just feel like it's so serious
ya
he's really serious
i also shock
i also don't know he told his friends that he have GF
even i also didn't tell my friends yet
only who study with me know it

he brought me to his friend's birthday party
feel strange but yet happy and make new friends
they told him that i look so pure
then he feel that i have cheated all his friends
cause i'm not
haha
who knows i'm not pure??
i'm so pure ok....
when i'm going back
the birthday boy talk with me
he ask me to take good care of him
cuz he's a good guy
a really really good and nice guy
and congratz to us

he is a good guy
he don't have any bad habbits
these sentences i heard so many times from his friends
and i believe it (^.^)

he is the one i treat like a friend
don't have any stress when i be with him
we can talk whatever we want to talk
we play whatever we want to play
we joke anytime
bully each other anytime anywhere

he know my past and my everything
although it's not clear yet
but times will make it clear
got people disturbing me
he says
"if he still disturb you...call me...i come here with 1111 to protect you"
"don't scare....tell him you got BF now...and i'll protect you anytime"
haha
these make me want to tell him eveything
i feel that i found someone else who can share with me
i can tell out my sadness and my happiness
cause got one people who are willing listen to it
and comfort me
these few weeks
i feel that it passed so fast
although feel stress
but i feel so comfortable and so nice to be here
i don't feel afraid to my new environment
although i'm not new student
but i'm a degree student now
everything are changed
degree life really different!!!
luckily got him
accompany me a lots

i know i'm not perfect
and no one is perfect in this world
maybe the one is really present
and we don't know
but i will make myself to be better
to be better in everything
after knowing him
i found that i have a lots of things have to do
and be responsible to my life
we can enjoy
but we have to plan for our future
and prepare it from now on but not in the future
so
i'm preparing for my future start from now
i will prepare myself to be a good doctor
prepare myself to save my money for my future
no matter is for family or my jobs
prepare myself to be a good wife
prepare myself to have a family

your voice is warm and tender
a love that i could not forsake
whenever you reach for me
i'll do all that i can
lost is how i'm feeling lying in your arms
when the world outside's too much to take
that all ends when i'm with you
even though there may be times
it seems i'm far away
never wonder where i am
cause i am always by your side
we're heading for something
somewhere i've never been
sometimes i am frightened
but i'm ready to learn

everytime i have you by my side
to accompany me and comfort me
~thank you so much bii~
don't know i will very disturbing or not
cause you say i can find you at anytime
i know you're patient enough
if i make you fed up
you must tell me
i will listen to it

this is him
using my laptop playing the "youcam" while waiting for me
and i'm using his iPhone for FB
cause my lovely laopo birthday today
and my laptop fail to connect to network
so i have to use the iPhone to send my regards to my laopo
it's hard to touch
cause i haven't get used to it

really la
so cute noh him
right right??
always tell me that his nose is so high and nice
LOL
wow
he allowed to post it
haha
sure i will post lor
see the words inside the phone??
~I LOVE YOU~

since last night
he tried to repair my laptop
but failed
end up playing the "youcam"
noh
he is a photogenic i think
like to take photos and posting
and still own the whole screen
his eyes very small eh
but it look nice when he's smiling
cause will form a half moon shape
love it  xO
this make me feel shy la
haha
inside the common room got others studying at there
but he's so enjoy when posting
hahaha
just like a baby boy
sayang-sayang ha
guai guai

today's photo section
hahaha
what an attraction guy
this is the statement he gave himself
haha
but his skin really nice
this is the one which can attract me
and make me more hardworking to take care my skin
so now
my face is so smooth
wahahaha
don't know when he take my phone and take this picture
haha
is he kissing my phone??
ewwww

 one
 two 
three
haha
i love his posts!!!
cause NEVER CHANGE!!!!
hahaha
laugh die me now

that's why i like to be with him
i still remember that night i told him
i'm not a girl who like to stick with my boy everyday
and every moments
i need our own space and do our things
feel that i broke my own statements
don't know why i just like to stick with him
i want to meet up with him everyday
i want to have every meals of mine with him
i want to talk with him non-stop
just like last night
i can't online and after he went back
he called me and we talked
almost two hours
i really don't know the time passed so fast
until the phone line's broke up
then only know that we already talked for one and a half hour
then he called me again
and we talked more half an hour
haha
we just have lots things to talked with
just...everything
past...present...future...jokes...38 things
~whatever~

haha
~love~
he's just in love with me and vice versa
don't bother that's true love or not
just enjoy it and times will show all the truth

he is just so charming and lovely
if one day
you saw any different on me
it's all his credit
cause he's so perfect for me
so i have to do something too
do more exercises to make sure that i'm healthy
and have a good and nice body shape
just learn from him
hahaha

his pig mouth and my hand
black and white
we're happy when we're together
and we enjoyed
we create jokes and make funs
he's eating the presents
haha
come come
see who's eye's bigger??
hahaha
monkey sheong
bad him
laugh at me when wearing his cap
cause my face very round when wearing the cap
not nice not nice
haha
this is forced by me to take off his spec
not bad mah
still very LENGZAI
eyes still so BIG
teeth so nice

hahaha
like to act cool??
this one very yeng!!!
like this
haha
cause i take de mah
the nose there so nice

hahaha
end of stories
no worries la everyone
we didn't kiss dao
just using the angle
but failed lor
and he says
"you saw last time ivan and i take de?we made our lecturer shock"
cause that picture shows that both of them are kissing
lips are so close so tight with each other
nevermind
we can try next time
wahaha

end of stories

lucky la
end of stories for can't online
really dying at here eh
the time without FB and blog
haiz
really lifeless

everyday online n posting
then suddenly can't do those things
really like asking me to die
but nvm
I'M BACK BABIES!!!

inti line
i hate you so much during that week
but now
i'm appreciate you so much
hope you don't dump me away liao
i bag you!!!

2011年1月21日星期五

express my feelings in mandrin will be better
hmmm
有时候
当你得到你从来都没有想过会得到的东西
你会打从心底的害怕
害怕这个东西
根本就不应该属于你
比如说
~幸福~

对啊
感觉我就是得到了幸福
一份从来就没有过的
当你被一个人由心地尊重
无微不至地被照顾、疼爱
紧紧地把你抱着
那个拥抱是多么地实在
就像是你真的被需要
而他也真的很珍惜

当有一个人
在你睡觉的时候把你紧紧地搂着
当车子不断地晃动的时候
那个人会用双手把你紧紧地抱着
然后用头把你的头稳稳地固定着
就是要让你睡得安心
即使自己当时的姿势并不舒服
也不让外来的因素把你吵醒
全程都紧紧地握住你的双手
熟睡的时候
还可以无时无刻地感觉到他轻轻地在头上
给你送上一个吻
这些我都感觉得到
虽然当时已经累得没有力气去反应
但是
这份幸福我已经把它收进我的心底
 而当时的我也睡得很甜、很安稳
全程一个小时
竟然可以那么地短暂

当他的手上拿满袋子
却不让你帮他拿
而选择用另一只手握住你的手
让你逛街逛得轻松
当你们去吃饭的时候
他会帮你把餐具都用纸巾细心地抹干净
再把餐具放在干净的纸巾上
然后整整齐齐地摆放在你的面前
这种女王般的待遇
真的是让我傻了眼
虽然心里甜甜的
却还是对他另眼相看
因为一个大男人
要做到这样
真的是没有几个!!!

你们现在应该知道我的害怕了吧??
我害怕接受
更害怕失去!!!
因为这样的幸福
从来就不曾属于我的
也从来没有人会这样对待我
看来像是情侣般的相处
但是却没有表白的过程
所以现在我们还是朋友关系
我们依然单身
因为他说要找一个合适的时间
然后好好地讲
好郑重哦
所以
他会对我表白
只是我不知道那是什么时候
又是另一份惊喜吗??

很珍惜在一起的时候
这个男生真的很棒
也很可爱、细心
是他太好了
还是自己词穷了
竟然找不到比心里的感受更好的词汇去赞美他

有些人会想
在这种时候的我们
对方在我们眼里都是完美的
现在说得太好
以后就会让自己和他难以下台
因为还不知道结果会是如何
或许
或许几年后
彼此有各自的生活
也或许几年后
彼此会是自己的终身伴侣

这些种种的因素
已经不在我的考虑范围里
虽然谈恋爱的最终目的就是步入礼堂
在几段感情的经历后
我不会在和对方刚开始的时候
就认定了彼此就是未来想要找的那个人
现在的我就只是想好好地恋爱
好好地经营我和他的感情
等到感情稳定后
再深入地确定彼此是不是自己要找的那个人
或许这样
才是最聪明的恋爱方针
我们才能享受恋爱的滋味
而彼此也不用感到如此的沉重
因为
婚姻的包袱还真的是蛮繁重的

有时候想想
那时候的他放弃了我
虽然当时的我很伤心很伤心
可是现在的我很感谢他
感谢他的不珍惜
感谢他的放弃
要不然
我怎么会遇上那么好的男人呢??

虽然当时自己也挣扎了很久
因为害怕开始新的感情会是另一个伤害的开始
很显然的
事实并非如此
很庆幸自己当时那么勇敢
要不然现在的我也不会过得如此愉快

我相信了一句话
那就是
你只有一个
那么独特
他不懂得珍惜你是他太笨
有多少人等着
要做你最最在乎的人
是啊
不必为了一个不懂得珍惜你的人而伤心
因为未来还有更好的人
还有更值得你去珍惜的人在那里等你
虽然
一路上会有许多人陪你走过人生道路的某一段
有适合的、也有不适合的
但是最适合你的人
一定会在某一段路上等着你的到来
然后给你最幸福的人生

我们所经历的失恋
就是让我们在遇到最合适我们的人之前
让我们学会如何去爱、珍惜、拥有
虽然我们会伤心
但是
我们最终会得到我们的幸福

不知道这份幸福
能够维持多久??
 也不知道我的决定是否正确
因为他太好
真的会打从心底地害怕起来
有时还蛮不能接受的
那么好的男生
真的会有属于我的一天吗??
他喜欢我什么呢??

不说了
真的开始语无伦次起来
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