2011年4月23日星期六

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

firstly
says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to myself
it's late almost one month to update
but i do have a very nice birthday celebration

wow~~
i love the chocolate above very much eh
it's so attracting me
wuhuhu
it look so unique and yummy

my friends they celebrated for me earlier
it's touch cause i don't know i will have a celebration at INTI
some more with my domino's pizza!!!
seriously that night was my very first time to have it and taste it
it's so nice!!!
thanks guys!!!!!
~~ah kok...ah pin...ah queenie...mummy...slyvia~~
i appreciate it so much!!!!!
love yea

then the right day
<27th march 2011>
i thought i won't have any celebration tonight
thought only have a simple dinner with him
since he told me that he didn't prepare any present nor celebration
honestly
got abit angry at the very first second
cause feel that he's not respect me and only think of himself
then...i accept it
cause i never look forward to my birthday celebration
i don't know how to celebrate a birthday
i totally don't have any ideas

hehe
who knows he ask me to wear nicely
ok lor....i wear a shirt with a jeans skirt
waiting him to reach my place
we want go aunty annie de
who know it didn't open
then we went to secret receipi
hehehe
i ordered fish & chips and he ordered....don't know the name
but i love to eat it last time
chicken cover the ham and cheese
and go to try it
wow....delicious too!!!
lastly
he ordered a cake for me
(^_^)V...nice cake

very paiseh loh me
he not only ordered cake for me
but still ask for candles
then sing birthday song to me and ask me to make a wish
hahaha
but it's sweet
never have this type of celebration
it's warm and sweet
~love love love~

then when we finish our meals
he sent me back to my hostel
and gave me the presents from the back
wuhuhu....SURPRISE!!!!!
really shock me
cause i already didn't think that i will have my present
and still not only one present
it's THREE PRESENTS!!!!!!
happy happy

let's share my presents
nah....it's all my presents
don't too shock yea
haha
at first i shock also
but they all are made and chosen by heart

first present , kick kat
he know i love kitkat
so he bought kick kat for me
and i can hug it every night
just like i'm hugging to him every night
and it can accompany me always and everyday
the important is
it's very comfortable
i love it!!!

second , handmade birthday's card
first time receive a present which made by a guy
i thought only other girls will only have it
but i have it now!!!!
muahaha
i'm so touch and happy that moment
until i don't know what to do
until he said :"touch is it??kiss me la"
haha
that moment i already wanna cry out
and he asked me to kiss him
then i really kiss him
hahahaha
and do you realise it?
the photos are stick with a love shape =)
photos are sweet
but we are sweet and lovely
and love each other so much

this birthday card is bought by him
but i love the cover
it's a bear
hehehe....cause he is a bear too!!!
there have 2 photos also
the card is a voice card with a birthday song
and a note from him
sweet noh

the conclusions
these are my birthday presents from him!!!!!
one ready made...one hand made...one hand made + ready made
hehehe
my lovely dear
really lovely and sweet and warm

i don't know why i'm so lucky
i have my very first domino's pizza by my buddies
i have my very first time to celebrate my birthday with my love one
some more have cake + candles with a birthday song
i have my very first time to receive so many present by a person
and still are made by heart and spend a lots of time on it
i really appreciate it

someone told me
"i can feel that you sayang him very much"
"i know you sayang him the most compared to the past"
i don't know how to answer her options
her words just shock me
and made me think twice of her words
hmmm
do i sayang him very much?
i think and think and think
finally i agree her words
i really do
i didn't feel that it's a bad action but it's sweet
and he deserved it

he include me a lots
i can feel that he tried his best to include me
and me too
since we never argue with each other
and we have a very sweet time when we spend together
it just make i think of him more and more
and make love on him more and more
and make me appreciate him more and more

just want to say i love you to him
just want to kiss him when i meet him
just want to hug with him once we meet
it's all so sweet and warm for me
i really want to own it and appreciate it with my heart and love
nourish our love with my love as time pass

lastly
happy birthday to myself once again

2011年4月17日星期日

人人平等!!!

不要以为学生只会花钱
更不要以为学生不会赚钱
也不要以为
大人就可以为所欲为
其实你们无所不为
做人应该秉持着一个原则
有所为;有所不为

其实啊
真的只有学生和小孩子在花钱
而不会赚钱吗??
我就在这里慢慢分析
你们看看对不对啊
我们先来看看大人们的

最高统治者
你以为他没有工作吗??
其实他每天都在工作
他需要审核大臣们的议案
然后盖印章
要不然你以为我们国家的建设都能实行吗??
所以
他是以他的 "劳力" 来换取他的 "工钱" 的

那些所谓的大臣、领袖
他们的工作就是引发争议
然后让平民们有争执
然后怂恿平民
这就是他们的工作
他们以这种姿态
来换取他们的 "工钱"

父母亲们呢?
他们可能是创业的
也可能是替别人打工的
他们在职场上打拼
然后到了月底
就伸手向老板领取工资
而老板??
他们则从我们的父母亲的劳力当中
赚取了他的工资
要不然
替人家工作的人为何被叫做 "打工仔"???
就是替别人赚钱
你付出劳力去赚取你的工资
而你的老板则坐享其成
等到月底的时候
就从你的劳力当中
领取他的工资

学生们叻??
我们的工作较为轻松
那就是读书
而我们的工资就是我们的领用钱
大人们总以为
我们小孩子就不会赚钱
其实啊
我们打从一出世就开始工作
谁都是如此
没有一人是幸免的

宝宝呢??
他的工作就是吃饱睡;睡饱吃
然后健健康康年长大
他得到的工资
就是父母、家人们无限的疼爱
还有许多的奢侈品

现在会不会觉得
我们每一个人都是个有用的人呢???
世界上没有一个人是个废柴
一种米养百种人
我想就是这个道理呗!!!

我们每天都在付出我们的劳力
辛勤劳苦地为我们的每一天在努力着
国家领袖们在为国家的明天努力着
父母在为孩子、家庭的明天努力着
孩子在为他们的将来努力着
这些所有的 "努力"
不也是一种等待与期待吗??

说得现实一些
那就是每天都在为钱烦、为钱忙吗???
人与人之间都与钱脱离不了关系
人生就像是一宗买卖
永远都和钱脱离不了关系

而我觉得
学生与小孩才是大人们的大财主
听说养一个孩子直到他21岁
需要最少一百万
而校长老师们的工资
则是我们付的
要不是我们需要知识
我们才不需要去上课
所以严格上来说
老师是学生们的 "打工仔"
而校长及董事们是我们的 "人事部的员工"
对不 ???

2011年4月10日星期日

擁有了愛情,就別去碰曖昧

面對彌足珍貴的愛情,我們需要從一而終。經得起誘惑,耐得住寂寞,唯有這樣,才能給予彼此最大的安全感,愛情之路走的才會平平坦坦。


 感情氾濫成災,曖昧鋪天蓋地,多少男女迷失在了這個圈子裡,愛和曖,同音,意義卻相差萬里。一輩子,兩個人,一直到老,似乎所有相愛的人都是這樣想的,也在通過不斷努力逐步的實現著最初的夢想。相處的過程中可能會遇到各種突如其來的狀況,而那些都不是最可怕的,因為只要彼此之間愛的足夠深刻,所有的問題都是會迎刃而解的。有愛在,不用怕。


蠢蠢欲動的寂寞,燥動的感情一觸即發。站在世俗之外,愛的透明,清晰可見。彷彿只有感情才真正值得去追求,其它的東西都如同過眼雲煙,轉瞬即逝。於是,一顆顆不安份的心便開始尋找可以不再孤獨的安身之所。當兩個想愛的人走到一起,就便成了相愛。可在很多時候,擁有一個人,一段感情,是並不能滿足自己對愛的需求的。在一起久了,難免會感到枯燥乏味。新鮮感雖然不能決定一切,可還是會影響到對感情自制力很差的人。背叛,很嚴重的詞彙,也是愛情裡面致命的傷。


愛情是不能分享的,每一對情侶都希望自己能成為彼此生命中的唯一,一生的主題。自私但不自利,雖然有時會因為看不慣對方的不在意而大動干戈,但誰又能說那不是愛的體現呢?很多時候愛是自私的,更多時候,愛是偉大的,無怨無悔的付出,奮不顧身的犧牲,不都是在愛情裡最常見的嗎?沒有誰可以容忍自己的另一半去和別人卿卿我我,愛的越深,在意的程度就越大。為了捍衛純潔的愛情不受外來者的侵犯,往往我們都是會不惜成本的,即使傷害到別人。最遺憾的不是自己愛的人愛上了別人,也不是不愛了自己,而是明明是相愛的,卻把感情一分為二,或者更多的份,還口口聲聲的說只是曖昧,不是感情,更不是愛,這是很讓人怒髮衝冠且難以接受的,在我的眼裡對曖昧的理解就是,曖昧,說白了,其實就是一種掩飾。一個人可以和很多人曖昧,但卻是不可以愛著很多人的,曖昧是一個很好的借口。


如果我說我感情著幾個人,我都很喜歡她們,甚至是愛她們,你一定會用花心去形容我,並且會鄙視我。但若是我說,我和很多人曖昧著,那麼,你的情緒表現的就不是很激動了。曖昧就是一種待確定的感情,可以隨時隨地的隨便的開始,也可以隨時隨地的隨便的結束,相對愛而言,是不用承受太多的壓力的,但得到的卻都是一樣的。同樣是感情,叫法不一樣就免去了很多麻煩和心理負擔,何樂不為呢?可能,這就是很多人寧可去曖昧也不願意去談情的原因吧。


雖然曖昧著是輕鬆的,但最後造成的傷害一樣是那麼的撕心裂肺。人的感情是很難控制的一種東西,心口之所以不能如一,就是因為不想欺騙自己的感情,又不想隱瞞真實的感受。曖昧是糖,甜到憂傷,在眾多的經典語錄裡面,對這兩句,我尤其的記憶猶新。曖昧永遠都沒有愛情重要,但請記得,如果一個人真正的愛你,是不會和你去曖昧的。如果你也愛一個人,請不要去和別人曖昧,因為那樣會傷害到你們之間得來不易的愛情,也會傷害到其他人。曖昧只能填補內心一時的空虛,是長久不了的,是有百害而無一利的。一份美好的愛情,是容不下一丁點的欺騙和虛偽的,但更容不下的是曖昧。