2010年8月24日星期二

RESULTS

 today
the results were declared
i feel panic and nervous before it
my hands shaked
my mind was lack of oxygen
i'm afraid
afraid that my results are not satisfied

 i keep praying in my heart
i pray that
my results will be fine
i click into the wed page
my heart pumps like hell
very fast very fast
it makes me fell like
my brain are lack of oxygen
~again~

i clicked RESULTS
gosh
thanks god
i passed all of them
~phiew~
finally...finally
finally i can have my good good day
from now on
till i start my degree (^.^)V
*winks
 now
i'm worry about my interview
huh
lots to worry about ya
haha
don't know when i will be exhausted by my worries
hope that i won't la of course
hehe
if not
i really don't dare to imagine that
how will i stay for the following 5 years time
that are waiting for me in the front

god bless me
thank you

2010年8月23日星期一

2010年8月22日星期日

~laopo~

i'm wondering why
you never tell me this news
maybe you don't want to let others know it
that's why you wrote it down your feelings
in OUR SECRET BLOG
i still remember the purpose for this blog
it is for four of us
to jot down our secrets
which are just only four of us
have the passwords to log in into this space
you cried
but i'm not beside you
i read the blog just now
i can feel it
the feelings are very strong to me
very very strong
cuz i know
maybe i will have to taste it soon
my heart is bleeding
why it bleed?
because i know how sad you are
because you never tell me
because i saw your words there
they included all your sadness
i feel sad that
you bear all these stupid sadness yourself
just because of him
i know it
nothing can change
you are gonna to leave soon
i believe that
time can dilute all
it's coming to the dusk
which mean that
dark night is here
waiting for us
but
we do enjoy and have fun during the dusk
we earned the happiness
and also the memories(^.^)
you sad alone
where i didn't know that
until today i read the post
i'm knocking your door laopo
i'm wonder that
do i still have the last moment to be with you
before you FLY to U.K.
i hope that i can give you a hug
my big big concern and cherish to you
because i really love you so much
i want to hug you leh
cry cry cry
after you went to U.K.
i have to wait for another 2 years leh
laopo laopo
you see your laopo so cute
hehe
will you feel happy after see my photo??
LALALA
laopo laopo
love you love you
muacks muacks muacks
give you a big big kiss
on ur pet pet
haha
don't let others know it
not i'm hamsap
is i shy to let people know it
haha
you know i know
k k ??
laopo laopo
i'm sad-ing leh
i need your hugs
come come
faster come to me
i'm waiting for you
to come towards me
pour all the grievances , suffering and misery on me

see i so so so cute and the pity face
be happy always o (^.^)V