life in china

hey guys

have been a long time since i left here

now i know

china can't facebook

they can't blog too!!!!!

have no picture for this post

using friend's lappie

life here feel good

but the people here and my housemate doesn't feel good

since i came here

been bullied by the china people for N times

yesterday still let them "rampas" my money (T_T)

my housemate

doesn't look like a good person

it's selfish...childish and so on

but have to thanks him

cause he trained up my patients

make me doesn't get mad easily

and know how to calm down myself

but sometimes i was wondering

do i made a right decision??

that i keep give him some respect and care his and his friends' "Face"....

it made them become more and more over

do i need to scold them 99 once if they make me angry once more?

huh~~

i keep telling myself

once i can pass this

i guess there are nothing can challenge me in the future

i'm finding a place to move out

i'm still in the awaiting list

hopoe everything can goes smoothly

i don't want to stay in this dirty house

with this kind of lack of mannus and respect person

it will make my standard become lower and lower

last night he brought his friend came to our house

he is a smoker

i'm wondering that did he smoke in our toilet???

cause i feel bad when i open my door

last night he brought in a smoker friend

and....will he bring in a drinker friend?

and my situation will be dangerous?

i'm not willing to think too much

just i want to scold out many many words to express my bad feelings

maybe i shouldn't be a good girl right now

i should be stirct

i don't want his friends keep shouting in my house and talk loudly

just like the place are their place

and they can do everything they want

really didn't care of people's feelings

they are too selfish!!!!!

i really hope that i could move out ASAP

god bless me

besides this

everything at here are good and fine

i love my life here

i love to study at here

i can learn a lots of things and knowledges

i believe that

this will be my last destinatioin for my degree

so

i will update myself when i back to malaysia

and post more n more pictures and write as long as i can

cause the life here are too fantastic!!!! yeah yeah

just for you...engsheong the Tiew

~what a funny couple~

always tease each other

this is one of our hobby when we're together

we always care each other

he cares my safety and i care his stomach

haha

i always worry he don't have his meals

although i know he won't hunger himself

silly face

we always love to do so

it's quite fun

after the photos we will look through the photos we took

then argue at there and tease each other

and look out for the nicer pic

those memories are all so memorable for me

love it so much!!!

really hope that can make an album of them

then i can bring it to shanghai

how lovely is that (^_^)

who's more fierce???

but i feel he is so cute!!!

so i don't scare him

unless he's really angry

my hubby leh...how can i scare him de leh???

not so reasonable right? =)

he never give me any commitment

although i really hope that i can get it

but he did all of it by actions

i think it is better then the promises

maybe one action can replace one promise which never come true

although he can't consider as a lengzai

but he have his own temperament

for me...he is a lengzai

he have a good temper...caring and loving

he train me a lots

at least i learn something from him

he made me understand many things

he train me how to see thing from different ways

he train me how to think positively

a women behind a success man

成功男人背后的女人

hahaha!!!

no doubt...he is CUTE!!!

just look like a kiddo

i guess he is the one who won't grow older as time pass

maybe ten years later

he will still look the same

still will look young

remember that he blame on me

"why you always wear this shirt when you come out with me???"

hahaha...

after his words only i realise

maybe i love this shirt too much!!!

it will be my first choice when i'm going out with him

i love red...i love this shirt...

he love to bite me

cause he says i'm chubby

it's so nice to bite or punch

so everytime he saw me

he will bite me or punch me automatically

as time passed

i will only stand at there and let him to bite

then will shouts " it's pain!!! it's too pain!!! "

then only he will release

it looks or sounds evil

but i already get use to it

so i feel so happy

~one of our happiness~

~kiss kiss~ ~muacks <3 ~

first time see he cut BOTAK

i feel not bad

just his head will look smaller

if his head can grow bigger and he cut botak

then it really will look perfect!!!

there are still have some of our pic

just keep them as our memories and our own secrets =)

ah dear o ah dear

you love to bite/punch me

but do you know that?

i love to bite/punch by you too

cause after that action

both of us will laugh like nothing and feel happy

so the pain will gone very fast too

these few months you really suffer

what had happened just keep as secrets ok?

i know you know ok le

because start from now on

we will have our new life again

we will creates more our own memories

and and AND

your guai guai mun mun is coming back!!!

darl love you dear...always remember this

i will never make you feel unhappy

i will never left you alone

i will always by your side when you need me

i will love you always

and i will never leave you here

cause i want to hold you tightly

and cross over every obstacles till the end

i have the confident to us

we will make it and we can make it!!!

the worst already past...so...a better life are coming

and we are the one who are walking on it

may you give me your hand?

只有我知道

真的是左右为难啊

~救命!!!~

学业就像玩具

只要你想拿

它就会是你的

而爱情就像是糖果

把它吃了

它的糖分就会在你的嘴里化开

然后就会待在你的胃里面

消化过后会给你力量

而它的味道

却会永远被你牢记在心

烦啊~烦啊~烦~~烦啊~ 烦~~

要做这个决定真的很难

可是为了未来

我拚了

亲情、友情、爱情

只有爱情最烦恼

因为爱情很难守候

因为要找一个愿意和你谈一场远距离恋爱的人很难

要一个和你非亲非故的人守候你很难

身边的人

因为远距离而分开的很多

而他身边的人

因为远距离而更加珍惜彼此

而到头来能够修成正果的人很多

感觉我们就是两个很极端的人

~要嘛就是很好~

~要嘛就是很坏~

要两个刚在一起不到一年的恋人分开

真的是一个很要命的决定

真的真的真的很舍不得!!!

我也不知道我是怎样说服自己的

也不知道他是用一个怎样的心情来安慰我

因为他安慰我的方式

一度让我觉得他不在乎我们的感情而耿耿于怀

可是当他跟我坦白他的心情的时候

当他一把把我紧紧地抱住的时候

我知道了

因为我感觉到了

感觉到他的不舍得

感觉到了他的爱

原来他包容了我的一切

包容了也接纳了我的缺点、优点

还有的是我的离去

原来他的心情跟我一样

我伤心

他也不见得会比我伤心得少一些

我的担心

原来他比我还更担心

他担心我不回来了

担心我会在那里开始新的恋情

一直告诉我不要相信上海的男人

我跟他说我不会

因为我不是去那里交男朋友的

因为我已经有一个很好很好的男朋友在等我回去

他的一句话当时真的让我看了很不是味道

"我哪里知道??那里的男生都很帅很有钱...又会哄女生"

他是担心我会移情别恋???

他不愿意等我了???

他对我们没有信心???

>>> 他担心的也是我担心的...我也怕他会被其他女生勾掉 :-(

我了解

毕竟在一起不久

之间的信任还不足以可以承担如此的承诺

可是我已经做好了心里准备

我想问的是

" dear...are you ready to bear all these with me??? "

" i'm ready to bear the responsible of our relationship...until we get marry...are you ready?? can you wait for me ??? "

时间可以推翻一切

时间也可以证明一切

亲情、友情、爱情

都可以用时间来证明

所有的承诺

只有经得起时间的考验

才算得上是真正的承诺

那才是永恒的

我希望我以后等到的是

你那永恒的承诺

i hope what i can get from you at the end / in the future

is your everlasting commitment to me

no worries

i will wait till the end

hope that you will wait too <3

p/s : last time...you saw the post from this blog...then only you dare to chase me( or else you are going to give up cause i never want to have another relationship...luckily you saw it...luckily you concern me enough...I LOVE YOU )...and now we are a happy couple and we have a lovely relationship...so...i hope this post can make us a commitment to wait for each other...and hope that we can continue our journey with holding the hands in the future with each other and passing / settle all the problems with each other...blessing us...to have a lovely and happiness life in the future with each other.

p/s : since "that" time...i believe this blog could bring us to be together...no matter is past time...now...or in the future  <3 and so...i will still love you so much so much no matter where i am...you are still my lovely dear...ah dear...ah sheong...sheong sheong...lao gong...in my heart...there are no one can replace you...unless you are willing to give out your place to other...Do you REMEMBER??? we are already thrown away the keys after we locked the door... ...remember ???