my love...i miss you so much

still remember that period before i leave

someone accompanied me for one week

he be my side

he stay at my place

he do everything with me

start journey

yeah yeah~~

 go movie at one utama

then only go home

second day

then we go to sunway lagoon

yeah yeah

water park!!!!!

owh...i'm so happy ah??

wahaha

we played at the water park

we played all of the lanes

it really funny and nice

i didn't shout much but i'm enjoyed =)

both have the same action

hiak hiak hiak

black and white

ah dear very black eh and i'm very white

taken when on the lift

hehee~

ah dear de shoulder very comfortable

nice to ly on

i love it

wahaha...i really love him

outing with my primary school friends

just few of us that day

some have jobs...so they are absent

saturday night

my family made a farewell party for me

friends and relatives are invited

that night...are the night that we have fun with relatives and friends

my ah dear very cute

love his smiles always =)

my tears??

no la!!! just act for fun!!! haha

 he want to kiss me?? (@.@)

 aiyak aiyak!!!

 aiyok aiyok!!!

didn't kiss dao~

aiseh man!!!!

kiss dao liao!!!

wahaha.......shy shy nya o(@.@)o

he fierce me again

haha!!! but i'm not scare of him

~lalala~

 the last day we spent together

his oreo and my mix fruits =)

both also nice *thumbs up!!!

 the day before i leave

he sent the pictures for me

ask me which suit better???

at last

we have the same taste =) 

we choosed the first pic!!!

31st of august

i'm leaving and going to shanghai for my studies

woah~~

many people are sending me there including my bestie

~muack muack~

hehe...i'm cute and pretty

love myself so much!!!

these photos are taken in the airport

the last group of photos we taken before i leave

what a memorable photos i have

every time when i feel lonely or sad or whatever thing

i will refer to them

then i will feel energetic back

or in a sudden i receive a msg from him

i will feel warm

because most of the time i receive a sweet msg from him

for sure i'm having or facing something sad

then his msg could warm my heart

make my heart feel not so lonely nor emo

i need his supports =)

i need him too

i miss him badly at shanghai

~love you~















i didn't write much
because all the pictures shows everything of us
and every feeling
some feeling can't describe through "abcd....xyz"

life in china

hey guys

have been a long time since i left here

now i know

china can't facebook

they can't blog too!!!!!

have no picture for this post

using friend's lappie

life here feel good

but the people here and my housemate doesn't feel good

since i came here

been bullied by the china people for N times

yesterday still let them "rampas" my money (T_T)

my housemate

doesn't look like a good person

it's selfish...childish and so on

but have to thanks him

cause he trained up my patients

make me doesn't get mad easily

and know how to calm down myself

but sometimes i was wondering

do i made a right decision??

that i keep give him some respect and care his and his friends' "Face"....

it made them become more and more over

do i need to scold them 99 once if they make me angry once more?

huh~~

i keep telling myself

once i can pass this

i guess there are nothing can challenge me in the future

i'm finding a place to move out

i'm still in the awaiting list

hopoe everything can goes smoothly

i don't want to stay in this dirty house

with this kind of lack of mannus and respect person

it will make my standard become lower and lower

last night he brought his friend came to our house

he is a smoker

i'm wondering that did he smoke in our toilet???

cause i feel bad when i open my door

last night he brought in a smoker friend

and....will he bring in a drinker friend?

and my situation will be dangerous?

i'm not willing to think too much

just i want to scold out many many words to express my bad feelings

maybe i shouldn't be a good girl right now

i should be stirct

i don't want his friends keep shouting in my house and talk loudly

just like the place are their place

and they can do everything they want

really didn't care of people's feelings

they are too selfish!!!!!

i really hope that i could move out ASAP

god bless me

besides this

everything at here are good and fine

i love my life here

i love to study at here

i can learn a lots of things and knowledges

i believe that

this will be my last destinatioin for my degree

so

i will update myself when i back to malaysia

and post more n more pictures and write as long as i can

cause the life here are too fantastic!!!! yeah yeah

just for you...engsheong the Tiew

~what a funny couple~

always tease each other

this is one of our hobby when we're together

we always care each other

he cares my safety and i care his stomach

haha

i always worry he don't have his meals

although i know he won't hunger himself

silly face

we always love to do so

it's quite fun

after the photos we will look through the photos we took

then argue at there and tease each other

and look out for the nicer pic

those memories are all so memorable for me

love it so much!!!

really hope that can make an album of them

then i can bring it to shanghai

how lovely is that (^_^)

who's more fierce???

but i feel he is so cute!!!

so i don't scare him

unless he's really angry

my hubby leh...how can i scare him de leh???

not so reasonable right? =)

he never give me any commitment

although i really hope that i can get it

but he did all of it by actions

i think it is better then the promises

maybe one action can replace one promise which never come true

although he can't consider as a lengzai

but he have his own temperament

for me...he is a lengzai

he have a good temper...caring and loving

he train me a lots

at least i learn something from him

he made me understand many things

he train me how to see thing from different ways

he train me how to think positively

a women behind a success man

成功男人背后的女人

hahaha!!!

no doubt...he is CUTE!!!

just look like a kiddo

i guess he is the one who won't grow older as time pass

maybe ten years later

he will still look the same

still will look young

remember that he blame on me

"why you always wear this shirt when you come out with me???"

hahaha...

after his words only i realise

maybe i love this shirt too much!!!

it will be my first choice when i'm going out with him

i love red...i love this shirt...

he love to bite me

cause he says i'm chubby

it's so nice to bite or punch

so everytime he saw me

he will bite me or punch me automatically

as time passed

i will only stand at there and let him to bite

then will shouts " it's pain!!! it's too pain!!! "

then only he will release

it looks or sounds evil

but i already get use to it

so i feel so happy

~one of our happiness~

~kiss kiss~ ~muacks <3 ~

first time see he cut BOTAK

i feel not bad

just his head will look smaller

if his head can grow bigger and he cut botak

then it really will look perfect!!!

there are still have some of our pic

just keep them as our memories and our own secrets =)

ah dear o ah dear

you love to bite/punch me

but do you know that?

i love to bite/punch by you too

cause after that action

both of us will laugh like nothing and feel happy

so the pain will gone very fast too

these few months you really suffer

what had happened just keep as secrets ok?

i know you know ok le

because start from now on

we will have our new life again

we will creates more our own memories

and and AND

your guai guai mun mun is coming back!!!

darl love you dear...always remember this

i will never make you feel unhappy

i will never left you alone

i will always by your side when you need me

i will love you always

and i will never leave you here

cause i want to hold you tightly

and cross over every obstacles till the end

i have the confident to us

we will make it and we can make it!!!

the worst already past...so...a better life are coming

and we are the one who are walking on it

may you give me your hand?

只有我知道

真的是左右为难啊

~救命!!!~

学业就像玩具

只要你想拿

它就会是你的

而爱情就像是糖果

把它吃了

它的糖分就会在你的嘴里化开

然后就会待在你的胃里面

消化过后会给你力量

而它的味道

却会永远被你牢记在心

烦啊~烦啊~烦~~烦啊~ 烦~~

要做这个决定真的很难

可是为了未来

我拚了

亲情、友情、爱情

只有爱情最烦恼

因为爱情很难守候

因为要找一个愿意和你谈一场远距离恋爱的人很难

要一个和你非亲非故的人守候你很难

身边的人

因为远距离而分开的很多

而他身边的人

因为远距离而更加珍惜彼此

而到头来能够修成正果的人很多

感觉我们就是两个很极端的人

~要嘛就是很好~

~要嘛就是很坏~

要两个刚在一起不到一年的恋人分开

真的是一个很要命的决定

真的真的真的很舍不得!!!

我也不知道我是怎样说服自己的

也不知道他是用一个怎样的心情来安慰我

因为他安慰我的方式

一度让我觉得他不在乎我们的感情而耿耿于怀

可是当他跟我坦白他的心情的时候

当他一把把我紧紧地抱住的时候

我知道了

因为我感觉到了

感觉到他的不舍得

感觉到了他的爱

原来他包容了我的一切

包容了也接纳了我的缺点、优点

还有的是我的离去

原来他的心情跟我一样

我伤心

他也不见得会比我伤心得少一些

我的担心

原来他比我还更担心

他担心我不回来了

担心我会在那里开始新的恋情

一直告诉我不要相信上海的男人

我跟他说我不会

因为我不是去那里交男朋友的

因为我已经有一个很好很好的男朋友在等我回去

他的一句话当时真的让我看了很不是味道

"我哪里知道??那里的男生都很帅很有钱...又会哄女生"

他是担心我会移情别恋???

他不愿意等我了???

他对我们没有信心???

>>> 他担心的也是我担心的...我也怕他会被其他女生勾掉 :-(

我了解

毕竟在一起不久

之间的信任还不足以可以承担如此的承诺

可是我已经做好了心里准备

我想问的是

" dear...are you ready to bear all these with me??? "

" i'm ready to bear the responsible of our relationship...until we get marry...are you ready?? can you wait for me ??? "

时间可以推翻一切

时间也可以证明一切

亲情、友情、爱情

都可以用时间来证明

所有的承诺

只有经得起时间的考验

才算得上是真正的承诺

那才是永恒的

我希望我以后等到的是

你那永恒的承诺

i hope what i can get from you at the end / in the future

is your everlasting commitment to me

no worries

i will wait till the end

hope that you will wait too <3

p/s : last time...you saw the post from this blog...then only you dare to chase me( or else you are going to give up cause i never want to have another relationship...luckily you saw it...luckily you concern me enough...I LOVE YOU )...and now we are a happy couple and we have a lovely relationship...so...i hope this post can make us a commitment to wait for each other...and hope that we can continue our journey with holding the hands in the future with each other and passing / settle all the problems with each other...blessing us...to have a lovely and happiness life in the future with each other.

p/s : since "that" time...i believe this blog could bring us to be together...no matter is past time...now...or in the future  <3 and so...i will still love you so much so much no matter where i am...you are still my lovely dear...ah dear...ah sheong...sheong sheong...lao gong...in my heart...there are no one can replace you...unless you are willing to give out your place to other...Do you REMEMBER??? we are already thrown away the keys after we locked the door... ...remember ???

要爱孩子、对孩子负责；但不要太宠爱孩子

it's our love (^__^)

i do believe

when you loves someone

you are willing to do anything for he / she

it's all about love

it's all because of love

on 2nd of june 2011

we went to sunway pyramid

although it's near to my final exams

but we still go out

we watched << kung fu panda 2 >>

because he know i want to watch cartoon

so he bought this ticket for me

although finally he slept inside the cinema

but i feel happy

and i'm not angry

because he watch cartoon because of me

hehe

and << pirates of the caribbean 4 >>

this movie

i remember i only watched one of it

i forgot which season already

but it's nice

and this time i watch it

i feel it's nice and funny

but

i feel like it doesn't have much humor like last season

overall

i feel happy too

cause we are watching it together

and the action parts in this movie really so "wuhuhu~"

yeah~

both of them are nice movies!!!!!

next round...

will be my << ice age 4  >>

hope i can watch it before i went to ShangHai

hope so hope so

cause that time i watch trailer before the << kung fu panda 2 >>

i laugh till don't know like what

besides those kids are laughing

one of the sound are from me

wahaha

really feel that i'm childish when he looking at me

but

i really feel very happy that time

i know i laugh it from my heart

it's all my true happiness

so i don't bother what's peoples think about me

same to him

i scare him in daily life

but when in front of the cartoon

my "afraid" on him doesn't work at that moments

i stopped laugh for awhile

but i starts to laugh again afterward =)

after the panda

we went to SUSHI ZANMAI!!!!!

he promised me that he want to bring me to

he did what he promised me

so good eh him

i ordered a lots of foods

got soup...sashimi...crab sushi...ikura cawanmushi...fry prawns...and 2 tofu skin sushi

i starts to love tofu skin sushi because of him

that's the sashimi and crab sushi

the others....hmmm...i forgot to take photos
see that???
it's his fingers!!!!!

i know he don't like sushi

but he go with me

and sit at there look at me

he see i eat till so happy

and he also start to play with it and my phone

just like a kid

and he love to take photos

( is boring or love??? )

haha

luckily got him

if not i won't have so much photos with me

he doesn't like my sashimi

~sad sad~

still said they are smelly!!!!!

you this bamboo bear =(

he said he wanna eat "pork leg"

so he bites me

haha

i'm a pig in his heart

~haih~

i didn't bother and keep eating my delicious sashimi

and he....

closed his nose and blame on them

then i revenge with my crab sushi

and take one of my sashimi to lick his lips

wahaha....he suddenly changed his face

yor...scary lor....BLEK (>.^)

annah annah

~peace peace~

no need to show out your SHOCK face to me geh

make a ghost face which requested by me

but failed

hmmm...he look nice but i look so funny eh

he's not enjoy with it

so it consider as failed!!!!!

~yeah~

he bites me!!!!!

hahaha

in this picture

i look nice

the photo feel so soft and the lightening are nice

is this taken when i'm finished my meal?

haha

feel that this is the only picture i love the most

haiz~

but it's too bad because you take it as your profile picture

but mine also not bad la

very funny =)

BUT... ....

when i pay for the receipt

wow!!!!!

RM 106.45

seem like i have too long time didn't eat my sushi

so i ordered all the foods i loves

normally i only order those foods when i'm with daddy or laopo

i will only order little when i'm alone

hehe

but when i'm unhappy or i too happy

i will allow myself to eat that much also

hahaha....i'm willing to save money because of those delicious foods!!!!!

but don't feel that it's a waste yea =)

ENJOY foods and travels are all my beloved

so so so... ...

it's our love eh dear

you must remember all these memories ya

we will take lots of photos when we are together yea

and in trip =)

hmmm...the time left for us are too little

we must take as much as photos and make it as our memories

at least we still have our memories accompanying us

when each other are not besides us

love yea dear

and cheer

i know i will cry easily

hope that you won't feel that's annoying

it's not my wants

i also don't know why my tears will drop easily

huh...i can't control it de mah

that's why i always told you

don't and never challenge my tears

and i will really cry easily

ya ya ya

our memories are sweet

although your stubborns and emotions make me really angry sometimes

but anger can't fight with the love

it will disappear very fast...very soon

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i will wait you if you wait me as well

i will do what i promise

i will never break my promises

i won't break this promise

just one word

as you want...as you says

"wait" or "don't wait"

just one word

and i will do it and i will stand until the end

i believe love can make everything

~i do believe~